well im a pyro. I love fire and my friends and family. I am Pagan/Wiccan it is an earth based religion. I give really good back massages or so I have been told by various people.I like to cuddle,watch movies, go camping and have meaningful conversations(the long ones you don't want to end). I love to learn and have fun. I went to Sibley. Im very loyal and laid back but also like to get out and do stuff. I'm really crazy sometimes and i love to just mess around. I love to be with a lot of people but also just like to cuddle with that special person. I aint like most people and i do anything for the people i care about. Ive made mistakes and have a few regrets. life is not a game. i still act like it is though. I should change my ways but its hard. i make the same mistakes over and over. Im not as responsable as i should be or nearly as trust worthy as id like to be. I need to get my shit together and i need help but first i need to want to change my ways and honestly be honest with myself. im not sure what the future hold but i know most of my friends will be here in the future so we will see how everthing turns out good or bad. life is what you make of it. life is choices.I like my drugs i like my choices. I like sobriety more than being a mindless zombie. drugs are not bad but they can change people or weaken peoples resolve. a gun is not bad its how its used. yes my logic may be flawed or different from yours but it doesnt make your beliefs or mine have any less truth.I have done a great many things broke the law more times than i can count.(no really add i would get distracted before i could count plus all the times i forgot.) i like to work yet have no job. i have little ambition. i quit when things get hard yet not always sometimes my passion feeling and plain stupidity get in the way of myself. I take the easy way on most occasions. i like a good fight. i love to contradict myslef have you noticed. its becasue i dont believe in black and white. theres all shades of gray and a whole lotta color. everything has a little truth in it. i try not to lie but its easy.i try to tell the truth but its hard. many people know all my secrets.(are they secrets?) im an open book all you have to do is take the time to read me. i dont know why or what im typing this for. its 3:33 right now. i really want a cigerette like nothing else. i used to use drugs alot. almost daily. i built up tolerance to alot. been sober for awhile and then chilled with an old friend and well even a tollerance to pot goes away. i dont idealize drugs or put them on a pedistol like i used to. not saying givin the chance i wont do them im just saying it not my agenda to get fucked up anymore. i know im random as fuck get used to it thats how i am. When i love someone i really do love them. i make promises and hope to god i can keep them. if i said i love you to you i still do. Nothing stays the same forever. things change people change everything changes. i hate change but it keeps things interesting. i cant wait for summer especially august cuz my friend is having a baby and i get to got to shf which will be very interesting. within months after that another friend will be having a baby. very exciting thank the lord almighty(ha like i believe in GOD. not in the christian sense but a higher power of some kind)that im not gonna be a daddy anytime soon!!!i believe that all religions have there validity and place. the all teach the same basic codes and rules. send the same message. many people have just itterpretted it differenty or had there own agenda and plan. no religion is better than another. it is how each person find there own spirtuality and salvation. something to which people can have faith in a hope a reason for going on. somewhere to draw strength and guiedence from. in slightly more harsh words a place for man to put his insicurities.(fears,the unknown)
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