ZARAYES IVE CHANGED and im sorry for all the things that i have done but i dont regret my past being my past. he was just the reason for me trying to distance my self from the person that he loved. i look at you, ive got my new life and you're still the same. maybe theres a part of me who wishes i was still a part of you. who knows?

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i tend not to get attached quite so easily anymore, and i still don’t have enough clothes to fill my empty void. Infact, I have about a third more clothes than I did when I first wrote this. i used to love the days when heather came over after work and we just talked about anything, but shes left now. I very rarely do what I am told to do, my guess is that this is a backlash of the years spent trying to conform. i think braces add character to your face, but since i had them removed ive gained alot more character anyway. Just because I went to brit does not mean I am a lesbian, but i reckon id make a pretty hot one. i am a neat freak. i am a perfectionist and dirt makes me feel nervous and uneasy. i think that setting your profile to 'private' totally defeats the objective of myspace, so im sorry for setting my profile to private. Sometimes I get so sad I forget what day it is and sometimes Im so happy I forget where I am for a second. That’s croydon, and its really shitty. thursdays used to be the best day of the week, but now Tuesdays are. Sometimes I pick up my phone to text julian and see that hes already text me. i love it when that happens. london is my home, i wouldn't want to be anywhere else. i like to dance with my friends and the 'i' on my keyboard has now rubbed off.

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adelina is hilarious, she is the funniest person i know.