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I wear a mask, i hide behind who i am but below is me, will it scare you? I don't know that's your decision. I'm a complex person, i've been told. People do know me but i do not know me. Everyone dreams of fame and fortune. I dream of two things.To find me and to find someone who wants me for who i am and who i could be. Sounds simple, but it's the hardest thing to conqeur in life.Love.Do i deserve it? I've never felt it or been in love. I used to believe i was in love until 'the one' hurt me and dented my soul into extreme misanthropical flaws. Care to pick up my pieces? then read on.'Life isn't for the cold hearted. I try to build bridges away from anxiety and paranoia: I hate to hate, I love to love, i live to live, i live eachday as it comes, i thrive on spontanuity. do you?I began, the colour; black As i grew older I became the colour; white Along with the gift i've been given, That everywhere there is dark there is twice times more light I've been here for roughly 20 years. And i do like to switch things up;often. Stay focused, or you will be lost in translation. We speak in code;humans speak in black and white. Fortunately, i am now the colorful shade of grey that you've all missed...................................................... ................................Suprise me. Come out from behind your mask and astound me with your presence. Love is an excuse to get hurt and to hurt.. No it isn't. We all meet many wrong 'true loves' to find the right one.I hate liars, don't lie to me or anyone. Why lie? When you lie you may gain something for a while, but when you get caught out, you've lost everything forever. If you do lie, i won't like you. I forget but i don't forgive. Honesty is the best policy, no really it is.Don't expect to 'sweep me off my feet' with your calm, friendly and easily approachable manner and expect a quick roll around in the bedroom, sharing white satin bed covers and whispering sweet 'nothings' into my ear like we're acting out a romantic novel. Be patient, i'll let you know when i wish to explore intimacies with you. Don't apply pressure and i won't apply my guard.I'm Robbie I wish and i dream, but never expect anything to become real. I am happy and so should you be. I am gramayre but also attentive. I prefer optimism to pessimism.I hate jealousy, but love to be needed. I like to be wanted, i dont like disclusion i despise violence, but love the play fighting situation. I hate liars, but like exciting little white ones. I hate two faced people, id rather people say what they want to my face.I have an opinion but take other people's into account. I love spontanuity, but get bored by planning. I used to hate my life, now i am proud of who i am. I used to be down and defeated, now i am king of great things. I can be vain, but i don't display it surrounded by mirrors. I am not photogenic, unless it's 1 picture from 100.I drink, i social smoke, i am healthy, but love taking risks. I am unique, but we all are aren't we. I love shopping, but not for others. I love music, but eclecticism suits me best. I love sharing cuddles. I love kisses, one of all i need to feel soon. I hate lonliness, but like my own space. I love group gatherings, the chance to express and cherish friendship.I don't want to die but i'm not too keen on living either. I'm popular but i'm unfamiliar to millions. I love suprises, i love being looked up to and adored but hate to be copied. I love fireworks, but i'm afraid of the bang. I love the dark, but the dark does not like me. I sleep beside insomnia but i hope to wake wearing a smile.I love falling asleep, thinking of or being in the arms of that special person. I love southern comfort and lemonade, but hate it neat. I love dancing whilst influenced by intoxicating things. I love long walks home after a night out. I like after after parties. I love meeting new people, but miss old friends. I love to travel, but hate traffic. I hate obsession, but love infatuation.I like to be someone's shoulder, but need someone to be mine also. I like the sunrise and the sunset, which is best? Twilight is the best time. The stars are the memories left behind. I miss friends, rest in peace. I miss the school playground. I love hearing good news but i always expect the worst. I love discussion and debates. I hate politicians, but i'm interested in political views. I like snow, but hate ice. I like to be poked, stroked and scratched, i hate being hassled. I like to run, but i hate to crawl. I like upstairs better than downstairs. I like coastal views. I prefer the city to the countryside. I like many things, but i hate the boring things. I like clothes and shoes. I like DKNY Delicious and CKone, Armani Diamonds. I hate lynx. I like challenges, but hate routine. I love peace and tranquility but hate silence. I love laying in. I like to be late or early, never on time.