My Name Is
*Chicka-Chicka*
Big Booty
Well shit. I'm too complicated so just give up now or take an unlikely chance. :) ..Your biggest mistake would be to underestimate me. I'll always know more than you think. I'm wise beyond my years & still yearning to know more. I live one day at a time. I hate routine. I LOOOVE THE LIMELIGHT. I don't party as much as it might seem by my pics.. but I do LOOOVE going out.. dancing anywhere & everywhere including bank parking lots, in front of dorms on lackland, the lake, beds of trucks, kitchens of chinese restaurants, or the middle of the dancefloor especially when i'm the only one.. or just one other. or other random shit like dressing up like a cop & shooting deer w/bb guns, ramping the shit out of golfcarts, putting on an act at walmart to freak out people, blaring music in parking lots, walking amongst large crowds, whooping ass at guitar hero & showing off my skills at best buy, laying on the rooftop contemplating life, midnight drives on deserted streets, wearing dresses while pumping gas, etc.. usually with my Double Mint Twin. I'm a huge people person. I can get along with & find the good in almost anyone, so I have a wide variety of different types of people I hang out with & usually bounce around from group to group without conformity. & I'll never deliberately change for anyone, I am who I am. I know I stray from the norm & I'm a bit offbeat. Don't Accept it? I'll live without you. =) People that talk shit only make me more confident in who I am. I hear you but I ain't listening lol. I dont trust people very easily & believe no one can be trusted beyond like 90% max ha if that, so learn to love everyone regardless. Im a Romantic, but if it's not out of the ordinary.. I'll think you're boring & lose interest. It takes a lot to impress me, but know it's the little things that count. =) Im a choir girl & always will be. Laughter is the best medicine. =D Seriously if you can make me laugh, I'll be hanging around you 9 out of 10 times. Im intense, unpredictable, a nerd, humble, risk-taker, passionate, aggressive, determined, open-minded, kindhearted & empathetic. I'm hesitant about listing my qualities though b/c I think it ruins the part of getting to know someone. I have a wild imagination, but sometimes get shy about it. I love random facts.. if I got a random fact text instead of a "hey what's up" I'd be more likely to respond.. but I HATE texting. I embrace my flaws & quirks. I'm a little OCD about stuff in my room being touched & checking expiration dates. I make lame comments when I'm trying to break the ice :p.. and I have an obsession with cute noses. I also hate shopping w/a passion! The only shopping I can tolerate is for CDs & cute underwear. I'm comfortable enough w/myself to not always have to hear myself talking, but don't mistake that for shyness. Staying in shape's important to me. I'm everyone's advice-giver & when I tell stories, I include every slightest detail. When I'm at home I sing on the top of my lungs & dance in my underwear constantly in front of my mirror. I'm VERY independent, but get lonely a lot. Contradictory? yes.. but it's ambivalence is very relevant to my personality. I've made some really bad decisions, but I've also grown from them. I have strong faith in God. I've witnessed a miracle &have a better understanding than most ppl on the mysteries of life & the hidden meanings/symbolism behind everything happening in this world that relates to God's plan. I love traveling & have a childlike fascination when discovering a new place. I dont know where my life is going or what I'll become, but i believe that I have a lot to offer to this world. I live with no regrets because every experience molds you into the person that you are meant to be. I have a strong sense of self, obviously. I hate people that talk shit about my friends or people they don't know as if they do. I'll be able to read you like hooked on phonics!.. but, If I can't read you as easily as others, I become intrigued at the complexity. hmm I'm not afraid of confrontation.. I'd rather be hurt by the truth than happy w/a lie & rather argue than always be agreed with, that shows your unoriginality, but please don't bring pointless drama sessions to me. I'm a good mediator, but also very stubborn. I have a way with words, in multiple senses.. meaning I can be a bit manipulative when I want to be. I'm brutally honest w/a tad of sarcasm. I'm also a great listener & love hearing other people's point of views. Just because I listen & see your point doesn't mean I take your advice. I've learned to be understanding, but that no one really understands unless they've been in your shoes.. which no one has so no one understands.. Soo I tend to follow my own heart & mind. I am the type of friend that would travel halfway across the world just to be there during a hardtime. I have a very vivid memory and replay conversations in my head over & over again. I also love kids, they're cute. Oh & word of advice: i'm reallly bad at making plans, i'm more of a spur of the moment type of person so don't get offended if i leave you hanging. I don't know what lies ahead, but I do know that nothing lasts forever except Faith, Hope, & Love. Hopefully I'll make a difference in this offcenter world. yepp so thats only a small portion of who I am.
Hope you can keep up. ;)
Peace.A Lot Like Love
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