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~Crimson Tears™~

I am here for Friends

About Me

Hello! Im Bekah, but my friends call me Iaira. First off, I am an open bisexaul. If you dont like it, fuck you! & fuck off! I'm very proud of my sexuality.Im 16. Im a depressed person but I dont show it very often. I dont get close to someone until I've known them along time, & they open up to me first. I hide how I feel,... But if you know me well you can see how I feel by my eyes.Im very nice/honest person, I try to be as nice & honest with you as I can be. I love writing poetry, & reading it. Its something that makes me alittle happy when Im upset. Well as happy as Im going to get without wearing a fake smile. Cause it helps me think about how how I feel & helps make me feel better. I think Im actually kinda good at writeing sometimes. & I guess I have a poetic soul a times. I have really bad trusting issues, I dont trust ppl until I get to know them very well & for along time, & know that they wont betray me.I like to be stupid with my friends, but only if we're really good friends. I love my true friends to death, I would do anything for them. & fuck up anyone who hurts them emotionaly or physically.Im also as honest with you as I can be, so if you ask me something I'll get you my honest opinon nicely. I like making new friends. So dont worry I dont bite,...much,...not unless you want me too that is,...lol. if you want to know more about me, just ask. ~*BLESSED BE*~

My Interests

THE WICCAN REDE _________________________ Bide the Wiccan Law Ye must In Perfect Love and Perfect Trust. Live Thee freely and Let live, Fairly take and fairly give.Cast the Circle thrice about To keep all evil spirits out. To bind the spell every time Let the spell be spake in rhyme.Soft of eye and light of touch, Speak Thee little, listen much. Deosil go by the waxing moon, Chanting out the baneful rune.Widdershins go when the moon doth wane The werewolf howls by the dread wolvesbane. When the Lady's moon is new, Kiss the hand of Her, times two.When the moon rides at Her peak, Then your heart's desire seek. Heed the North wind's might gale, Lock the door and drop the sail.When the wind blows from the East, Expect the new and set the feast. When the wind comes from the South, Love will kiss Thee on the mouth.When the wind blows from the West, Departed souls will have no rest. Nine woods in the cauldron go, Burn them fast and burn them slow.Elder be the Lady's tree, Burn it not or cursed you'll be. When the Wheel begins to turn, Let the Beltane fires burn.When the Wheel has turned to Yule, Light the log and the Horned One rules. Heed Ye Flower, Bush and Tree, By the Lady, blessed be.Where the rippling waters go, Cast a stone and truth you'll know. When you have a true need, Harken not to others greed.With a fool no season spend, Lest ye be counted as his friend. Merry meet and merry part, Bright the cheeks and warm the heart.Mind the Threefold Law Ye should. Three times bad and three times good. When misfortune is enow. Where the blue star on thy brow.True in love ever be, Lest thy lover's false to thee. Eight words the Wiccan Rede fulfill: An it harm non, do what ye will. ____________________________________ These Eight words the Rede fulfill: "An Ye Harm None, Do What Ye Will"

horsebackriding, hanging with friends, anime/ mangas, partying, photography, reading, getting stoned, drinking, hiking, listening to music, driving, wolves, darkness, rain, poetry, (I like to read poems and write my own, but I dont think mine are very good.) ghosts, (Im really into that pairanormal stuff) Emily The Strange, wicca, the moon, stars, nighttime, magick, murder, blood/drinking blood, vampyrism, anything bondage really, whips, handcuffs, death, skulls, knifes, torture, chains, spikes & vampyres.

I'd like to meet:

People who are interesting, kind, fun people. Who are kinda like me. Who have the same interests, that intelegent people. & The people I want to meet face to face very soon are my friends, Christoph, Sephy, Tracey, Oli, Nicole, Maria, Arial, Kailey, Kaia, Allison, Josh, Chris, Amanda, & Sean,... ♥ I would also like to meet, VILLE VALO, Dani Filth, Criss Angel, Johnny Deep, The Vampire Don Henrie, Marilyn Manson, Stewart Townsend, Boy Sean, Geoffree Paris, Brandon Lee(RIP),

Music:

His Infernal Majesty: AGATHODAIMON: Artesia: Kotipelt: Drammagothica: coven: Gretchen: Dark Sanctuary: Nox Arcana: Tapping The Vein: Dark Lotus: Abyssgale: FAUN: Omnia: Vampire Masquerade: The Cure: Tears of Magdalena: DARGAARD: Insane Clown Posse: Blinded By Faith: Shape of despair: Shaolin Temple Of Boom: After Forever: My Dieing Bride: Twizted: NECROPHOBIC: Tristania: Tarja: RED: Phantasmagoria: Beyon-D-Lusion: Eyes Set To Kill: Only: 5 sadows: Glen Danzig: Sonic Sydicate: Eternal Majesty: IMMORTAL: RavenCult: Crisis: Dark Lunacy: Era Nocturna: Deadlock: Broken Lullaby: Poisonblack: Iced Earth: The Kovenant: Hammerfall: Nocturne: Children Of Bodom: Nightwish: Spectrum-X: Kidney Thieves: It Dies Today: Malice Mizer: The Divine Madness: Atryu: DevilDriver: Poison: All That Remains: Eternal Descent: Job For A Cowboy: Dying Fetus: Dimmu Borgir: Cruxshadows: HIMSA: Two Witches: Within Temptation: THEATRE OF TRAGEDY: epsilon-zero: Alice In Chains: 12012: Wenesday 13: Tsukiko Amano: Alice Nine: MALEDIA: Draconian: Stream of Passion: Haggard: My Sixth Shadow: as blood runs black: Mandragora Scream: Xandria: Sirenia: Lumsk: Razed In Black: Bring ME The Horizon: Unholy Ritual: Razakel: Sences Fail: Forever Slave: Muddvayne: Rammstein: The 69Eyes: DIABOLICAL MASQUERADE: Godsmack: Dir en grey: For My Pain: In All Dishonesty: Bloody Mary: Rogue-State: Static-x: WyKkEd WyTcH: GEOFFREE PARIS: Motley Crue: Dark Funeral: MurderDolls: The Birthday Massacre: Lacuna Coil: Solitary Screams: MARAZENE: Cradle Of Filth: 10 Years: Saliva: Linkin Park: Korn: Slipknot: Evanescence: Marilyn Manson: MCR: Dope Stars Inc.: Story of The Year: 3 Days Grace: The Used: Rob Zombie: Red Hot Chili Peppers: System Of A Down: Metallica: Kittie: Gwar: Disturbed: AC/DC: The Doors: Sumblime: Creed: Redding Brothers: Nirvana: RORA: Seether: Papa Roach: Drowning Pool: Aiden: AFI: Avenged Sevenfold: Incubus: Otep: Shawdows Fall: Trapt: Slayer: Funeral For A Friend: Bullet For My Valentine: Deadstar Assembly: Anthrex: London After Midnight: THE MISERABLES: Misfists: From First to Last: GodSmack: Flyleaf: Killswitch Engade: STILL LIFE DECAY: HateBreed: Lamb Of God: The Haunted: Kataklysm: Moonspell: White Zombie: TRIVIUM: Deathstars: Arch Ememy: Electra-Kill: CALABRESE

Movies:

The Crow, 11:14, The Nightmare On Elm Street Movies, The Devil's Reject's, Spirited Away, AmittyVille Horror (the new one), Scarey Movie, 1,2,3,4, Dead Silence, Idle Hands, Pan's Labyrinth, The Labyrinth, 1408, War Of The Worlds (The Orginial), Big Money Hustlers, Idle hands, Half Baked, My Neighbor Totoro, The Cheech & Chong Movies, Steven King's IT, The Omen, HOSTEL, Ju-On, Blade, Audion, The Chronicles Of Narinia, Deuce Bligalo Europen Gigaulo, The Convent, House Of A 1000 Corpses, The Lost Boys, Rocky Horror Picture Show, House Of Wax, Matilda, Scarey Movie 1,2,3,4, The Puppet Master Movies, Spirited Away, Hocus Pocus, Freddy VS. Jason, The Mummy, The Mummy Returns, The Notebook, Queen Of The Damned, Interview With A Vampire, BrokeBack Mountain, Resident Evil, Resident Evil Apocolypse, Forest Gump, The Exersiem Of Emily Rose, The Exercist, The Shinning, Casper, Grease, Corpse Bride, Nightmare before Christmas, Girl Interrupted

Television:

Criss Angel Mind Freak, Rhouroni Kenshion, Charmed, Will & Grace, Dhrama & Greg, Tenchi Moyo, Salior Moon, Inu Yasha, Full Metal Alchemist, CowBoy Bebop, OutLaw Star, Trigun, Shamuri Shamploo, Ghost Hunters, Saved By The Bell, Celebity Death Match, Are You Aferid Of The Dark, Ghost Hunters, Scariest Places On Earth, Slave To The Metal, Metal Assylum, Headbanger's Ball, Tails From The Crept, The Addams Family, The Munsters, Avater The Last Airbender, Scooby Doo Where Are you? A Pup Name Scooby Doo, Scooby & Scrappy, South Park, The 13 Ghosts of Scooby Doo, A Haunting, The Nanny, Even Stevens, The Suite Life Of Zach & Cody, Full House, Whose Line, Step By Step, Family Matters, Fresh Prince, Family Guy, Futurama, Robot Chicken, Viva La Bam, Jackass, Married With Childern, Grounded For Life, Sabrina The Teenaged Witch, Addams Family, The Munsters, boy meets world, grim advantengers of billy & mandy, gilmore girls, charmed, angel, That 70's Show

Books:

Mangas, Horror Novels, Ghost Story Books, Vampire Hunter D, Twilight, Alice In Wonderland, Alice Through The Looking Glass & any reliable books on wicca

Heroes:


THIS PART IS UNDERCONSTRUCTION JASON (MY "BROTHER") _______________________ God Jason is one of the greatest friends I ever had, hes such a sweetheart. Hes always there when I need him, or just want to talk out of blane bordem. He always makes me laugh, no matter what. He means the world to me. Hes like my brother, he knows everything about me, I can tell him anything & everything. I've told him so many things that no one else really knows, but the ones that we're there. lol. haha, the things I've told him always make me laugh with his remarks. I would be lost & die without him, I know I would. Im glad that me & him are friends, I dont think theres anyone else like him anywhere. Jason saved me as I was falling. He made me realize that the ppl that are no longer my friends are the idiots, not me. & to never let my emotions get to me so bad,...but yet he told me a reason why they can be a good thing at times. Dear Bubby, I want to thank you for always being there for me, I never want to loose you in anyway possible. you are my brother, & one of the most imporant & closest friends I have. I love you so much bubby! ________________ ROBERT AKA SEPHIROTH OR SEPHY _________________ God what to say about Sephy? hmmmm. lol. Well hes a great friend, hes such a dumbass sometimes, its so funny. He can be a great person to talk to if I need to. We joke around all the time, hes one of the biggest smartasses I will ever know, I swear. lol. We stopped being friends back a year ago. When we became friends again, we became a bit closer then we were before. Hes such a kick ass friend. I hope we're always friends, & never stop being friends like we did a year ago for 6 months. But thank you Sephy, for being there when I need a laugh when I had no one else around to help me. you helped me when I didnt have Jason or anyone at all you were there, & I am so thankful for that, & always wil be. again, thank you. I cant wait till we finally meet in person. Cause when we do, theres going to be alot of hell going on where ever we're hanging out at. lol. I love you to death sephy, your like alittle puppy at times, so cute & adorable. ^_^ DANIELLE AKA AOINI MY "SIS" _______________________ God I love this girl to fuckin death! I met her back in october at school when she was sitting outside on the wall at school, I went & said hi & hung out with her, & we've been close ever since. She is like my sister, she treats me like her little sister. Shes so pertective of me, its not even funny. But thats one the things I love about her. she is a true friend, I know she is. Shes one of the very few true friends I have. Shes also insane as hell sometimes. The shit we've done in Huntington & the B-ville together are some fuckin awesome ass memories. The day that me & her were on the bus cause her car broke down, we went to the prison on the way to Pullman Square when the ex-inmate sat infront of us is still funny when we talk about it cause she grabbed, cause she was like "Bekah, set beside me. Im scared." lmao. cause I was seting infront of her. lol. & the funny shit she does with our friends Ricky & Fox is the greatest stuff to watch, its so funny. We have so many memories together, I cant even start to count them all. & theres still so many more to come. She's there when I need her, & Im there when she needs me. I love her to death & always will. she always be like my older sis. Thank you Danielle for showing me a great time whenever Im depressed. You showed me the greatest things you can do are the ilgel things with your best friends. & Thank you for being there for me when I needed you all those times when I needed a shoulder to cry on. you'd come over when you could & get me to cheer me up. thank you sis, I love you so much, & always will. 3

My Blog

~These Memories,...~

As I set in my room, & look at the past, I start to cry, cause of all these memories that kill me inside. I start to wonder why I have to be trapped in these memories of what seems like torment &a...
Posted by ~Crimson Tears™~ on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 02:53:00 PST

~Eyes, windows to the soul,...~

They say the eyes are the windows to the soul. But if they are, how do you not see all the pain & sorrow in my eyes when I wear a fake smile? I hurt ...
Posted by ~Crimson Tears™~ on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 01:22:00 PST

~My Friend Who Is Lost In Darkness~ (from early '07)

 I love you so much, & care about you more then anything. For you are my greatest friend, my greatest suporter, but now all you do is cause me pain. What happen to the f...
Posted by ~Crimson Tears™~ on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 09:41:00 PST

~Shattered Heart,...~ (mid '06)

Why did you lie to me about loving me? Why did you lie about being there for me? Why did you lie about being my friend? Why has everything youve ever said to me a lie? I dont understand why you wou...
Posted by ~Crimson Tears™~ on Sat, 08 Apr 2006 09:13:00 PST

Leave Misery In Death,....4Ever,...(mid '06)

This is about me and my hipatetacal (i cant spell) "older brother" Ryan.   ~I slit my writs to rid my pain of this world. As I start to bleed, I look up at you, and see you start to cry. I ask y...
Posted by ~Crimson Tears™~ on Wed, 05 Apr 2006 02:05:00 PST

~Untiled Death~ (poem) (early 06)

A razor in my hand, and blood in another. Death is now in my graspe, something Ive all my life is finally here. Ive wanted for this for so long, but now thats its here I nolonger know what to do. As...
Posted by ~Crimson Tears™~ on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 04:03:00 PST

~Darkness & Flames~ (early '06)

In the darkest of night we shall take flight. We sprend our demon wings of darkness and take flight to find one another. We follow the darkness and flames of hell, in hopes of soon being together. ...
Posted by ~Crimson Tears™~ on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 02:59:00 PST

~Crimson Death,...~ (poem) (early '06)

The death of my soul, my ending of life. I slit my writs so I can no longer feel. I slit my throat so I can no longer talk nor sing with my demonic angel voice. As I begin to die my life flashes bef...
Posted by ~Crimson Tears™~ on Mon, 20 Mar 2006 02:48:00 PST

~Nocturnal Love~ (early '06)

I love you my Nocturnal Prince and I always will. Im sorry for what I said, I was just so hurt and mad. I do regret for what I have done in the past, I always will. Im sorry...
Posted by ~Crimson Tears™~ on Wed, 15 Mar 2006 02:07:00 PST

~I'll be okay~ (a poem an old friend wrote me,...)

~This is tearing me apart Its truely breaking my heart cuz i cant say what i wanna say and tell you you'll be okay So please stop saying you wanna dieStop saying you always try and Stop saying no-one ...
Posted by ~Crimson Tears™~ on Wed, 01 Mar 2006 05:28:00 PST