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About Me

.A.L.L.Y. I am the drug.
ECCENTRIC: [noun] a person who has an unusual, peculiar, or odd personality, set of beliefs, or behavior pattern.
Work as if it was your first day. Forgive as soon as possible. Love without boundaries. Laugh without control. Never stop smiling.

People who believe in MIRACLES...

are REALISTS.

Life is about the FREEDOM to be HAPPY.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

.You. AIM=StrangeTaco420 "For me it's not about the sound. It's not even really about what is said. It's about the feel. The instruments change, the sound changes, the words are different. It's the feeling that stays the same. It's as if you’re ripping something; this seemingly small piece of yourself- out and showing it to yourself for the first time. Trying not to hide in the dark, or let it go. Admitting to yourself all of the stupid things you've ever done. Feeling the shame burn you once more -but this time cathartic. Feeling all the lies you ever thought of stating burn across your tongue like acid, to spill unused, safely into nowhere. The honesty, brutal honesty, of words that could've meant something to someone when they mean nothing to you. It's the tragedy. Like I can't cry for myself so I will let this song take all of the things inside I can't let anyone else see and offer it up, as if the sound were some kind of god, and my pain is some kind of sacrifice. Each time I play a song, it seems more real. Each time I hear the feeling, the pain is less. I turn it up to drown me out. But it's gone past the actual distinguishable sound of the song. All I am aware of is my soul crying. Pouring all my pain out of my mouth like liquid from a bottle. I don't need it loud, to feel. I need it loud to feel comfortable enough to pour. How many people do you know can stand before a crying soul and actually give a damn?" Robert Smith

My Blog

Neil Michael Vogt

Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel like I am home again. Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel like I am whole again. Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel like I am...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Oct 2009 02:05:00 GMT

Lost in You

I always knew that you'd come back to get me, and you always knew that it wouldn't be easy to go back to the start to see where it all began, or end up at the bottom to watch how it all ends.You tr...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Oct 2009 00:55:00 GMT

You're In My Bloodstream

The medicine. Is blending in. Mixing the blood, with oxygen. I need this right now to figure myself out, cutting through the ribbons of self doubt. I never thought you'd see me this way. You are t...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Sep 2009 22:17:00 GMT

Marijuana

Look up "National Geographic Marijuana Nation"Call 973-409-3274 to legalize.DID YOU KNOW?Marijuana was originally made illegal because they thought it would be a better idea to use trees to produce ou...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Jul 2009 12:14:00 GMT

The Only One

Oh I love, oh I love, oh I loveWhat you do to my head,When you pull me upstairs, && you push me to bedI love what you do to my head.It's a mess out there!Oh I love, oh I love, oh I loveWhat you do to ...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Jul 2009 17:44:00 GMT

deeper than you know.

OPENi really don't know what i'm doing here i really think i should've gone to bed tonightbut... just one drink and there are some people to meet you i think that you'll like them i have to say w...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Jul 2009 19:38:00 GMT

Does It Matter Why?

You let me violate you.You let me desecrate you.You let me penetrate you .You let me complicate you.[Help me.]I broke apart my insides.[Help me.]I've got no soul to sell.[Help me.]The only thing that ...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 17:49:00 GMT

Truth.

Until the day I die,I'll spill my heart for you, [for you].Until the day I die,I'll spill my heart for you.As years go by,I race the clock with you,But if you died right now,You know that I'd die too,...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 17:31:00 GMT

So Much More

Take my hand lets go,Somewhere we can rest our souls.We'll sit where it's warm,You say look we're here alone.I was running in circles,I hurt myself,Just to find my purpose.Everything was so worthless,...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Jan 2009 00:54:00 GMT

This is My Cure.

He waits for her to understand, but she won't understand at all. She waits all night for him to call, but he won't call anymore. He waits to hear her say forgive, but she just drops her pearl-black ey...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Jan 2009 13:25:00 GMT