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anthony

sometimes in life you feel the fight is over, and it seems as though the writing is on the wall. sup

About Me

i'll be your best kept secret...
and your worst mistake.
[they call me] - Anthony, Coonage, Cliff, HESPK...[make my bed in] - Sunnyvale, California.[attached to] - No one but myself.[sees from the top of] - 5'6"[the scale tells me] -150 pounds.[before me they were] - i'm a little bit of everything. welsh, irish, french and german mostly.[i smile because of] - friends, family... cute guys checking me out when i look grungy at seven in the morning at safeway... the usual.[in a nutshell] - always trying to make people laugh, confident (not arrogant), loud sometimes and quite others, affectionate, talkative.
I:
wear sandals in the rain.
work two jobs, mostly to keep myself going.
listen to music... a lot.
want someone to serenade me.
want to run away sometimes.
attend college, full time.
would pick a home cooked meal over going out.
am not super skinny.
am not fat anymore.
love my homo's.
am usually the pitcher baby.
spend every spare second with my friends.
am one of the most loyal friends you'll ever have.
have priorities, and ways of making new ones.
have bad habits.
should not have a mustache... it looks bad on me.
love belen for this.
am independent.
hate followers.
will drive your getaway car.
want to fall in love.
sleep with 6 or 7 pillows.
am random at times.
get drunk from time to time.
now when to be serious, and when to have fun.
LOVE driving... with loud music.
sing very loudly to that loud music.
I don't:
smoke... anything.
like liars.
like stupid people.
sleep with socks on.
drink coffee.
like cheaters.
like sushi.
work out as much as i should.
turn my back on people.
eat spicy food.
do my homework on time most of the time.
study for tests.
I have:
grown up too fast.
worked my way up the corporate ladder a few steps.
broken bones... two of 'em.
been held up (supposedly) at gun point by hoodlums.
had my car stolen from me by said hoodlums.
been a momma's boy all my life.
ambitions and goals in life that nothing can keep me from.
crushes, but i don't admit to them usually.
graduated high school.
a blackberry!
been so drunk i blacked out... once.
almost been raped by a straight girl during said black out.
messed around with a straight boy.
a good relationship with my parents and grandparents.
siblings!! 3 real, and 3 step.
been dumped, and done the dumping.
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My Interests


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so many interests...so little time...i love acting. that is my passion. i have done plays and musicals since seventh grade. i love reading, & writing. Music Music Music. I love driving. not going anywhere...just get in the car and drive. i love people. hanging out whenever...where ever...
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: [anthony]
Birthday: [september 22]
Birthplace: [colorado city, texas]
Current Location: [sunnyvale, california]
Eye Color: [hazel... mostly green]
Hair Color: [naturally medium brown]
Height: [5'6"]
Right Handed or Left Handed: [right handed... mostly...]
Your Heritage: [heinz 57... a little bit'a this, and a little bit'a that]
The Shoes You Wore Today: [adidas baby!!... and sandals. haha.]
Your Weakness: [deep eyes and sweet words...]
Your Fears: [losing my momma and death]
Your Perfect Pizza: [hawaiian, even though it upsets my stomach]
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: [new car and move out]
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: [brb or lol]
Thoughts First Waking Up: [5 more minutes... please?]
Your Best Physical Feature: [eyes probably... they get the most compliments]
Your Bedtime: [whenever i feel like going to bed]
Your Most Missed Memory: [the carefree days before responsibilities]
Pepsi or Coke: [pepsi!]
MacDonalds or Burger King: [uhm... mc donalds...]
Single or Group Dates: [single]
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: [snapple!]
Chocolate or Vanilla: [strawberry!]
Cappuccino or Coffee: [yucka icka... niether!]
Do you Smoke: [nope]
Do you Swear: [all the time]
Do you Sing: [mmhmm!]
Do you Shower Daily: [yeah! doesn't everyone?]
Have you Been in Love: [n'ah... it was lust.]
Do you want to go to College: [i do!...i mean i am!!]
Do you want to get Married: [unsure... maybe]
Do you belive in yourself: [gotta, if i don't... then no one else will]
Do you get Motion Sickness: [n'ah]
Do you think you are Attractive: [i'd say cute, not hot.]
Are you a Health Freak: [no, but i should be!]
Do you get along with your Parents: [for the most part]
Do you like Thunderstorms: [no... i LOVE them!... remind me of home]
Do you play an Instrument: [did... alto saxophone. i want to start again]
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: [yeah]
In the past month have you Smoked: [nope]
In the past month have you been on Drugs: [none at all]
In the past month have you gone on a Date: [yup yup]
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: [a few times]
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: [no]
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: [ew ew ew ew... no!]
In the past month have you been on Stage: [no... i wish i had though... i miss it]
In the past month have you been Dumped: [nope]
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: [no... but i should!]
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: [nope]
Ever been Drunk: [well d'uh!]
Ever been called a Tease: [many times...]
Ever been Beaten up: [not too too bad...]
Ever Shoplifted: [once.]
How do you want to Die: [either in a blaze of glory, or in my sleep]
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: [broadcast journalist... roving reporter of sorts...]
What country would you most like to Visit: [every single one out there]
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: [no preference, just deep]
Favourite Hair Color: [no preference]
Short or Long Hair: [short]
Height: [a little taller than me or same height]
Weight: [it's what's on the inside that counts... but healthy none the less]
Best Clothing Style: [preppy!]
Number of Drugs I have taken: [one]
Number of CDs I own: [not that many now that a bunch got stolen!]
Number of Piercings: [none... yet]
Number of Tattoos: [none... yet]
Number of things in my Past I Regret: [no regrets... no regrets.]

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I'd like to meet:

For Friends:
down to earth people.
people who like to watch movies at home, and in the theaters.
old people.
young people.
smart people.
the people i knew in high school... the ones that aren't to stuck up to talk to me.
up cats.
honest people.
people who believe "treat others how you want to be treated.
material girls; by this i mean people who love shopping as much as i do.
fellow homo's.
drama free people.
drugfree people.
people that save their pennies.
people that make me laugh.
the ones that make my rainy day.
oh oh oh... people that like to party it up.
people that love to sing, and those that actually can.
actors, like real actors. ones that get up on stage and do it.
porn stars... maybe not.

In Prospective Significant Others:
humor.
a man, not a boy who thinks he can.
someone who can tell me where the above line came from.
honesty above all else. if i ask for your honest opinion, give me all of it.
intelligence.
sexy.
flexibility.
understanding.
guys that can compromise here and there...
loud guys.
talkative types.
guys that like to get dirty, but clean up nice too.
guys that like to go for drives to no where in particular.
guys that like to go out for the night.
and the ones that like to sit in for the night.
guys that will hang out with my friends as much as we hang out with yours.
guys that practice what they preach.
guys that i can introduce to my momma.

i counted how many people are on my friends list that i have never actually met... not that many. that means that if i don't know you, chances are you aren't gonna get added. so at least send a message with your friend request, alright?

-Courage

She doesn't come from fighting battles, winning games, or taking dares,
But from going through tough times when all else seems lost.
She is the daughter of fear and determination.
With her valor and boldness she faces challenges confidently.

All that challenges her is defeated,
And all that see her knows that she is courage.

written by layne bloom.

Music:

i love music. i live music. i listen to it all the time. if i had a choice of tv or music...i'd choose music. and along with music comes a love for dancing. dirty dancing...hehe...in high school i always got in trouble for dancing to dirty at the dances...but all the people i have ever danced with say i am a good dancer... let's see... kelly clarkson, black eyed peas, aerosmith, britney, christina, daniel bedingfield, mariah carey, anna nalick, frankie j, destiny's child, good charlotte, green day, linkin park, jason mraz, n.e.r.d., maroon 5, john mayer, sugar ray, janet jackson, 3 doors down, joss stone, ashlee simpson, jessica simpson, pink, avril lavigne, matchbox 20, rob thomas, usher, ryan cabrara, hoobastank, craig david, alicia keys, kiss, kid rock, justin timberlake, nelly furtado, pussycat dolls, hinder

Your Life: The Soundtrack


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Opening credits Real World (Matchbox20)
Waking up Hand In My Pocket (AlanisMorissette)
Average day Livin' On The Edge (Aerosmith)
First date So Lonely (Twista&MariahCarey)
Falling in love Don't Phunk With My Heart (BlackEyedPeas)
Love scene Like A Prayer (Madonna)
Fight scene Getcha Groove On (LimpBizkit&Xibit)
Breaking up Let Me Let You Know (Pink)
Getting back together Afraid (NellyFurtado)
Secret love Secret (Maroon5)
Life's okay Sugar, We're Goin' Down (FallOutBoy)
Mental breakdown Nobody's Home (AvrilLavigne)
Driving My Perogative (BobbyBrown)
Learning a lesson The Trouble With Love Is... (KellyClarkson)
Deep thought What Goes Around... Comes Around (JustinTimberlake)
Flashback The Wind Beneath My Wings (BetteMidler)
Partying Still Dirrty (ChristinaAguilera)
Happy dance Yeah! (UsherLilJon&Ludacris)
Regreting With Out You (FrankieJ)
Long night alone Wake Me Up When September Ends (GreenDay)
Death scene Color Blind (CountingCrows)
Closing credits All These Things I Have Done (TheKillers)

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Movies:

uhm...i don't watch too many movies... but when i do go... i like good movies. who'da thought?! but seriously... i hate those "end of the world" movies. we all know the world will end someday, who wants to see a movie about it? not me! therefor... i go see romantic comedies... oi vey!

Books:

apparently this part of my profile was a little void of usefull information. well i like reading mystery novels, and i love vampire books. i think that vampires are the most sexual and sensual of anything out there. i love anne rice... my good friend kaz is writing an excellent book too... and i have a bit part in it (love ya kazzie poo!!) let's see... i have been reading my human sexuality book and my italian book a lot lately. i like learning... and so whatever i can get out of those two books... lol.

The Keys to Your Heart


You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Heroes:

my heros are few, but they are there. my maternal grandmother, and my paternal for that matter. they know what it's like to have to work for your life... to make something out of nothing. that's what i want to be. someone that makes my life what i want it to be.. my best friend and older brother, john anthony. he is someone i want to be like someday. my now deceased grandpa, papa. i hope that i become something that he would have been proud of... my heroes are the people that are not afraid of life. the people that live like there is no tomorrow and have no regrets. and the people that give into this life everything that they have. that's what i strive to be... when i die, and i am looking back over my life, i want to be able to say "yes. i lived a full life." and the people that can do that, they are my heroes.

My Blog

down another day.

i kinda wish i had something good to write about... but i don't. i haven't in a while. i thought i was getting out of this funk. this... well let's call it what it is: this depression. i thought i was...
Posted by Antonè on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 11:04:00 PST

an actual blog, and not even private!

you ever get to the point where you just feel... blah? i mean you're not having a bad day, but nothing super exciting is happening in life either... that's where i am. work and school, work and school...
Posted by Antonè on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 01:17:00 PST

down comes the rain (12-29-2005)

puddles of water all around suddenly the child inside comes out running and splashing everywhere making sure to hit every puddle on the ground puddle to puddle, making up a new route... nothing like ...
Posted by Antonè on Wed, 30 Nov 2005 11:16:00 PST

tough questions. (11-30-2005)

what if i told you that i was sorry? for being everything you didn't want. sorry for being myself, sorry for being me... young, quick, depressed... falling apart what was it that you wanted me to be?...
Posted by Antonè on Thu, 01 Dec 2005 10:24:00 PST

looks may kill... (12-16-2005)

Your visions blurred& He's right there in front of you. Meeting you eye for eye. Staring you in the face, And still you walk right by. Don't even break your stride. Bitch about the oth...
Posted by Antonè on Tue, 13 Dec 2005 09:47:00 PST

the truth between you and me (11-29-2005)

do you still think of me? even just a little bit... i hope he is everything you thought he'd be. because i am still missing you. i am over you, but i don't know what to do. whenever i start feeling a...
Posted by Antonè on Tue, 29 Nov 2005 12:54:00 PST

You are a selfish person... and you have no clue. (12-10-2005)

You don't want anyone to control you& But you are obviously loosing your life. What else are we to do? You think you are always right& But from this perspective, you are quite a sight.  ...
Posted by Antonè on Sat, 10 Dec 2005 12:51:00 PST

My Own What If... (12-09-2005)

What if I told you that I can see the edge? That as I look over& it isn't that far away. And that as I go on each day, I get closer& Falling gets easier every second. Every time I fall it hu...
Posted by Antonè on Fri, 09 Dec 2005 12:28:00 PST

sometimes i hate my loving life.

i put the gay picture back up. it's cause... i don't know. i get tired of downplaying the fact that i am out, happy... that life is okay. sometimes i hate being the responsible one. wouldn't it be nic...
Posted by Antonè on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 11:16:00 PST

my peace, my piece.

it's kinda sad. today is my grandfather's birthday. he'd be like 65 or somewhere near there. i forget how old he was. he died almost a year ago. a question on a survey the other day asked me if i woul...
Posted by Antonè on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 04:30:00 PST