but then, shall I never get any older than I am now? that'll be a comfort, one way -- never to be an old woman -- but then -- always to have lessons to learn!
a woman's heart is a deep ocean of secrets.
outwardly, i was everything a well brought up girl should be. inside, i was screaming.
i saw my whole life as if i had already lived it. an endless parade of parties and cotillions, yachts and polo matches. always the same narrow people, the same mindless chatter. i felt like i was standing at a great precipice, with no one to pull me back, no one who cared... or even noticed.
i believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when there right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
if i'd observed all the rules, i'd never have got anywhere.
dream as if you'll live forever; live as if you'll die tomorrow.
i also became close to nature, and am now able to appreciate the beauty with which this world is endowed.
i'll never feel comfortable taking a strong drink, and i'll never feel easy smoking a cigarette. i just dont think those things are for me.
im trying to keep a level head. you have to be careful out in the world. it's so easy to get turned.
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