My life how it is: *I am 2 weeks away from graduating with my first college degree, and overloaded with stress and homework * still havent applied for the fall * the man I absolutely adore, and have invested my time, feelings, and whole heart too, just does not have much for me in his life * I have a completely new set of responsibilities I have at work now * I really miss my stepdad * I have been really frusterated and lonely lately and I have thought alot to think about * I dont get to spend alot of time with my son because I am in school and working*My life how I want it: *Out of school for the summer * Accepted in to TCU for the fall * A man who lets me know everyday how special I am and who reminds me everyday of how much he loves me * I really need to feel like I belong to someone, and like I am important in their life * I have alot of time to get to take my son to do fun things and spend time with him * My grandparents health situation is better * To be stressless and not to worry about everything so much*Fortunately I do have an amazing set of friends that make everything bearable and enjoyable in my life. One friend in particular I couldnt survive without, and that is Jacquelyn Bauereisen. She has been my best friend for over 12 years and knows me better than I know myself. She is the most beautiful person that I know, and I am blessed everyday that I can call my self her best friend. I have the worlds most awesome little boy, ever. He is the smartest and most hansome guy I have ever met. Did i mention how clever and sweet he is!!! My family might not be the most traditional one, but I sure am lucky to have each and every member in it, I love them all very very much. I do have a person in my life that I can lean on and tell all of my secrets and wishes too. He completes me in ways that no one else has, and gives me that giddy tone in the way I talk. When he shows me just how bad he loves me, it is the most passionate love I have experienced. You really are one of my best friends baby. I have an amazing job. I recently was promoted to bartender and I love working for Riscky's. Sometimes I feel so overwhelmed with the tasks I have everyday, but in the big picture I am very fortunate and blessed for the posessions and people in my life.(PICTURES)(LAYOUT)
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