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my Hope, the Hammer

justinatipton

About Me

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My Interests

Jesus, Art, and music

I'd like to meet:

You

Music:

mewithoutYou, Coldplay, The Deftones, The Reverend Horton Heat, ZAO, Opeth, Porcupine Tree, Bauhaus, Dr. Dog, Sigur Ros, Spock's Beard, Mogwai, The Aphex Twin, Portishead, Beloved, I.R.O.M., Jeff Buckley, Nick Drake, Simon and Garfunkel, The Clash, Anna Ranger!, Godspeed You! Black Emperor, Tortoise, Explosions in the Sky, Modest Mouse, The Promise Book, Red Orchestra, Joy Electric, Embodyment, Extol, Mae, Like Moving Insects, Fuck...I'm Dead, Cryptopsy, Cathedral, My Dying Bride, Bright Eyes, Anathema, The Shins, The Flaming Lips, Jeremy Swain, Katatonia, Guided By Voices, onelinedrawing, Texas is the Reason, The Promise Ring, Art School, Placebo, Braid, Fire Theft, The Notwist, Ars Phoenix, Tracy and the Plastics, Tree Wave, Sugar Brush, Camera Obscura, Sleater-Kiney, The White Stripes, Commerce, Invocation of Nehek, A Silver Mt. Zion, Fly Pan Am, Silverchair, The Smiths, Slow Reader, Bjork, Murder by Death, Fugazi, Chainsaw Kittens, Miighty Flashlight, Agnostic Front, The Pixies, Beck, Black Rebel Motorcycle Club, The Mars Volta, At the Drive-In, Eisley, Six Miles After Dark, Squarepusher, Sunny Day Real Estate, Queen, Death Cab for Cutie, The Postal Service, My Bloody Valentine, Starflyer 59, MAE, Extol, Kill Your Idols, Neutral Milk Hotel, Sonic Youth, Iron Maiden, C.B.T., Pati Smith, Massive Attack, Bob Dylan, The Wallflowers, Satelite Soul, Anberlin, UnderOath (when they were metal), Far-Less, Dead Poetic, Emery, Showbread, Cool Hand Luke, Anathallo, My Morning Jacket, Buried Beds, The Teeth, Op Ivy, The Dismemberment Plan, Pedro the Lion, Alkaline Trio, Hot Water Music, Planes Mistaken for Stars, Journey, The Who, Led Zepplin, Frank Zappa, Squeeze, Scream Hello, Garrison, Souixie and the Banshees, Moby, Auf Der Maur, Zwan, Motorhead, Akercocke, Lou Reed, Lord Gore, Rifles at Recess, Destroy Destroy Destroy, The Dikkens, Circle 475, The Charlie Scalf Band, The Zak Attack, Judas Priest, Joy Division, Circle Jerks, Anti Nowhere League, Queens of the Stone Age, STP, Pearl Jam, Mother Love Bone, 7 Mary 3, Disgorge (Mexico), Dan Swano, Merillion, Summoning, Black Flag, The Rollins Band, Jameroqui, Jigsaw Terror, The Marshal Tucker Band, Darkwell, Afternoon at the Autopsy,The Monorchid, The Crownhate Ruin, Autoclave, Jawbox, Embrace, El Guapo, Faraquet, mAKE-UP, Hoover, Minor Threat, The Nation of Ulysses, One Last Wish, Trusty, The Warmers, Baby Dayliner, Re:, Elizabeth Anka Vajagic, Polmo Polpo, Hanged Up, Rudementary Peni, Burning Airlines, Channels, The Only, 24 Hour Front Desk, Mouth Movements, Ben Jones, The Streets, Black Ox Orkestar, The Neverwills, The Myriad, Dana and the Robots, slint, Ocoai, The City, Hrsta, Merzbow, The Life and Times, Pelican, Mono, End of Level Boss, Sackville, 1-Speed Bike, Exhaust, Do Make Say Think, Assent of Everest, Neurosis, Seatbelts, NOFX, KMFDM, The Prodigy, Fiona Apple, Snot, Psalters, May Family Reunion, The Allen Family Tragedy Band, The Decemberists, Red Sparrowes, Air, Marissa Nadler, Carla Bozulich, Sparrows Swarm and Sing, A Hawk and A Hacksaw, Bitcrush, Left Feild, Boards of Canada, The Blood Brothers, The Number 12 Looks Like You, Hightower, Walken (hxc), Erase Errata, Broken Social Scene, Brave Saint Saturn, Buried at Sea, SUNN O))), Earth, Boris, Capitol City Dusters, Caspian, Carla Vallet, Cult of Luna, Dance House Children, The Brothers Martin, The Danielson Famile, Esmerine, The Evens, Explosions in the Sky, Frank Black, God is an Astronaught, Godflesh, Grandaddy, Gregor Samsa, Husband&Wife, Jesu, Joy Wants Eternity, Kites, Lamb, Laura, Rachel's, Lotus Eaters, Low, Mai Yamane, may family reunion, mustard gas and roses, Mum, Muse, Neurosis, Piano Magic, Sleeping at Last, standstill, L'Altra, Junius, dangerdoom, Mastadon, Killer Mike, Windmills by the Ocean, The Shalabi Effect, Diego Ondarox ...

Movies:

Decasia

Television:

Space Ghost: Coast to Coast, Ren and Stimpy, Quantum Leap, McGuiver

Books:

The Portable Henry Rollins

Heroes:

Jesus Christ, Gary, my grandpa , and Kacey

My Blog

psyence fiction

i'm a rabbit in your headlights.
Posted by my Hope, the Hammer on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 12:58:00 PST

I’ll drive all night.

I'm afraid.I don't know what of, but something bad is getting ready to happen and I don't know if I'll be able to handle it.
Posted by my Hope, the Hammer on Thu, 22 Nov 2007 01:16:00 PST

I call it progress...

we took a walk to the moonand learned to breathe with hands tied behind our backs.the water was cold but we still held onas rustling leaves crept sidewalks and streetswe've found our new home.mere sil...
Posted by my Hope, the Hammer on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 01:09:00 PST

cry emo kid cry

Kind of funny that I only write in here when I don't feel good.  There's a lot of craziness going on in my head right now and blah.  It sucks a lot.I've been missing Kacey a lot lately, and ...
Posted by my Hope, the Hammer on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 10:17:00 PST

See you, space cowboy.

*The real folk blues Honto no kanashimi ga shiritaidake Doro no kawa ni sukatta jinsei mo warukuwanai Ichido kiri de owarunara
Posted by my Hope, the Hammer on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 10:30:00 PST

To Sight, our great downfall and upward climb in a stream of consciousness

Sleep you dreamer.with your blanket of stars.and never mind these bolts and bars.I can't believe what is happening to me.somehow the ground is just not on my feet so to speak of your innocencemake the...
Posted by my Hope, the Hammer on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 11:23:00 PST

too strong to surrender boy, but you’re far too frail to fight.

I didn't think I would take it like that.
Posted by my Hope, the Hammer on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 10:29:00 PST

Space Ho’s Coast to Coast.

today, I went to school. It was difficult, but I did it.Though it was only orientation and book buying day.  It was crazy getting up at 6:30amwhen you go to sleep at 3am.And why do books cost so ...
Posted by my Hope, the Hammer on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 03:04:00 PST

If you’ve met me in real life..

You probably noticed that I twitch. bad. Well, it's a little disorder called Tardive Dyskinesia. This is a common side effect of antipsychotic medications. I was on Seroquel for a time a few years ag...
Posted by my Hope, the Hammer on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 10:53:00 PST

f emo

dude, really...they only good thing that happened last night was Cyrus buying me chicken nuggets.and the sunriseI really feel like I don't have anyone I can go to anymore/and I don't know where God is...
Posted by my Hope, the Hammer on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 04:29:00 PST