I can only be me. I make mistakes and I have a hard time fixing them. I try to follow GOD,but when i make a mistake I seem to run from him bc I know he is dissappointed. Right now I can say I am in stage of recovery,praying and hoping that I will not relaspse. Many of the decisions I have made in my life were wrong ones.The most terrifying thing is I knew they were wrong while I was doing them. I seem to fight this "intuition" God has blessed me with.I guess you can say I was selfish.Now I am only looking foward to being the best Woman I can be and The best Mother I can. I know that I have the support of my close friends and family.It seems the people whom we expect to be their for us in our times of trial are never there. They just don't seem to care enough to be there when you have a problem,but that is okay.I know that God will always be in my corner rooting for me to be The best ME I can be! I take people and things for granted without even realizing it. I want to wake up every morning and thank god for blessing me with a beautiful daughter and family and just letting me wake up this morning. I am finally on the right track .. I cant change my past and I dont know what the future holds what I do know is I am a strong beautiful black woman and no one can ever take that away from me!
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