Andrew

O.K....Am going to try to be better this time. Sorry about the last one, my negative life took over. So here goes. I've lived all my life in Cranford. You may have seen my town in the movies. The best example would be Guess Who. They even used the town name as the setting for the movie. I'm a single guy, living at home. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not. Since I can't be negative here, I can't tell you all about the reasons for the way I am. My best friends are on my pics page, Sam & Sebastian. I call them my little brothers. They mean everything to me.The internet has been a great thing for me. I'm able to do stuff on here I couldn't do in real life. Especially have conversations with women such as yourselves. I do have a lot of friends on here. I look out for them as well as they do for me. I've known some of the people here on my friends list before myspace came around. I'm glad I got to meet new ones here. As far as sports goes, the one thing I truly live for is when Germany is playing a soccer match.I have several types of interests. But I'm not really sure that people find them all that exciting. I sometimes wonder how much of me needs to change in that regard. Sometimes I wonder if I'm too nice, and that's why I have some of the problems I do. People keep wondering why I'm so hard on myself. I would just tell them that if you've lived the life I have, you may change your mind. I have such a hard time accepting all the compliments paid to me. I feel the other side is the real me and that people would not feel the same way if they hung out with me in real life.In many ways, I just see myself as boring. I'm not into a lot of the music or tv shows everyone else is. I don't go to movies because I just can't sit that long and watch one. I'd rather be entertained here on the computer. I used to play drums, but kind of stopped that as well. I'm at the point where I'm not quite sure what life was supposed to mean for me. As I'm writing this, I notice I'm getting negative again. I really tried, but it doesn't seem to work. Maybe the people here I know can say stuff. I know it might be egotistical, but they do a better job at saying nice things about me that I can. I do know that I mean a lot to people on here, as well as aol.And I feel the same way to them. That might be one of the few things that keeps me going. I don't know where I would be without them.Andrew