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Devon [30 days]

is. am. be.

About Me


They call me Devon.

I'm an extraordinary machine.

I'm on the quest for life, for a journey that never ends.
I don't believe in destiny. I don't believe in fate.
I'll create my own path and decide my own future.
I'm more than I seem.
I'm too deep. I'm too complex. You don't understand me.
I believe, but I'm not conventional.
I love change. I love moving. I love doing.
I hate growing up. With every fiber of my being, I hate and fear it.
Sometimes I don't see the point.
I have a boyfriend you'd be lucky to have but never will. He's mine, and I won't ever let go.
Sometimes I wonder how people can even get up in the morning.

I know someday you'll have a beautiful life,
I know you'll be a star in somebody else's sky,
But why, why, why can't it be...
Why can't it be mine?


I'm evolving, as all people should. ∞

My Interests


doodle cakies ♥ ♥ ♥

I'd like to meet:



♥ Josh ♥
He's my boyfriend and my best friend, and no one compares in my eyes.

♥♥♥THIS BOY MAKES ME HAPPY.♥♥♥

Television:

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My Blog

Friends.

1) Post 20 things you want to say to people, but never will. 2) Don't put their names next to the things you say. 1. Sometimes I wonder where the time went since we met...maybe because it all happened...
Posted by Devon [30 days] on Tue, 29 May 2007 01:33:00 PST

For

I can't pull myself out of this. I just want to be happy.But all I can think about is how utterly meaningless and pointless everything seems to be.I constantly think, "Why bother?" I ask myself what c...
Posted by Devon [30 days] on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 11:05:00 PST

Giving up.

Just when my life began to pick up and make sense, everything crumbles...And I'm exactly where I started. It seems nothing goes as planned any longer. School, my one true constant, has failed me. Or ...
Posted by Devon [30 days] on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 02:05:00 PST

Fat.

Assess you surroundings,And realize you're a slaveto an unbearable, unchangeable monotony.It doesn't change.One simply forgets... Because there's a limit to the depth of sorrow that a single pers...
Posted by Devon [30 days] on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 02:43:00 PST

it's fair game now.

Recent developments reveal Devon's unwillingness to move on and allow the past be as it should...the past. She displays a stubbornness which is not easily beaten into submission. Let her be, allo...
Posted by Devon [30 days] on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 09:13:00 PST