About Me
NAME: Alex
AGE: 16
SEX:Female
BIRTHDAY: April 15
LOVES: Music, Wrighting, Drawing, Filming, Painting, Dressing up in costumes
I've changed a lot in these past years. I use to be shy, timid, and quiet. I use to observe people from afar, but I was always afraid to actually get up and talk to anyone. I'm not like that anymore. I'm out loud and open and I talk to everyone and anyone that crosses my path. I'm a little obnoxious at times, but I'm always honest. It's my number one rule. I never hide anything from anyone, and I expect them to pay me the same courtesy. Though I do like to tell people that my name is Samantha and I'm visiting from a college in Maine when I'm meeting people I don't plan to meet again, like random people I talk to on the street. I don't know why, it just popped into my head one day, and it stuck with me.
I pretend to have a lot of confidence that I honestly don't. I hate the person I am sometimes. I'm violent and angry, and I hate everyone around me because I think I'm so much better then them, so it sort of makes me hate myself. It's like an inferiority and superiority complex all rolled into one. I hate my body, but I've been trying to get more comfortable in my own skin. Little by little I get there. Soon I'll be happy. I think.
I am so hopelessly addicted to love. I'm very lonely a majority of the time. But, my dream, like any other girl's, is to find someone to love, and to love me in return. I want to find a woman or a man who is like me. Who I can tell all my ugly and dark things of my life to, and they can honestly say 'me too'. I want to find someone intelligent. Someone I could have an deep and interesting conversation with. I have the no interest in looks whatsoever. I really just want to find a person to be crazy like me, intelligent, and into the things I am. Hopefully one day I will.
I enjoy art of all kinds. I paint, I draw, I film, I sing, I play the piano, I write. Anything that's all artsy I'm most likely into it. I'm very odd, and I have very odd views. I find the things that most would think to be grotesque to be fascinating, and the things people would find to be random to be right at home. I have an obsession with viruses, zombies, and the human mind. I want to go to college and become a psychiatrist. But I really just want to make a difference in the world. My real dream is to become a musician and touch the lives of kids reaching out, but I'm not all that good, so psychiatry will have to do. =)
