rosey color in my paint bucket |
i wonder what these feelings are.its ready to burst out and its so hard to suppress it.i want it to let it free but im so so scared that after i let it go, i might get hurt again.give love a chance?th... Posted by EphemeraL on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 03:51:00 PST |
missing |
what would you do if you're missing someone?what would you do if you've done something that you regret?would you tell that person how you feel?would you tell that person that you want them back?these ... Posted by EphemeraL on Fri, 18 May 2007 05:03:00 PST |
namida |
today at floorset.i was able to cry my heart out.triggered by the thoughts clouded my mind and friends.yet still building up taller walls.my eyes were red and cloudy.filled with melancholy.yet, i have... Posted by EphemeraL on Tue, 15 May 2007 06:44:00 PST |
suddenly |
suddenly.the wall seems so tall.suddenly.bridge became alot longer and tougher.suddenly.the fire starts to diminish.suddenly.heart grew cold.suddenly.smile turned into mask.then suddenly.you came up t... Posted by EphemeraL on Tue, 08 May 2007 11:33:00 PST |
tears shed |
im going through bunch of stuff...but compared to everyone its probably nothing lolhowever...venting is needed so here i go =]right now im dating this guy name jorge.he's such a great guy but we're on... Posted by EphemeraL on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 12:58:00 PST |
mask |
... take it off.its stuck to my face.even my tone of my voice is fake.... take it off...i peel this skin of mine to show you how i feel...way too many layers of mask that hides my true feelings.need t... Posted by EphemeraL on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 09:42:00 PST |
tough |
its so tough when saying good bye.tear came down as i wrote those words.farewell. Posted by EphemeraL on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 04:39:00 PST |
paint bucket |
i look back and think of all the memories i had thus far.i began to cry about all the tough times and fun times we all had togetherreminacing.from being the center of the attention from being the typi... Posted by EphemeraL on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 01:29:00 PST |
sometimes |
sometimes people say stupid things that would upset another.
that other person of course wouldnt even think that that word or phrase can upset them.
however
for those i respect, cherish, love, and giv... Posted by EphemeraL on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 12:26:00 PST |
something is NOT right |
i can feel it.
someone is hiding something from me.
someone is hiding what he or she wants to say right into my face.
say it.
i know its coming.
go face your fear.
i know you're coming.
speak of hatr... Posted by EphemeraL on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 08:58:00 PST |