I AM FALL

im leaping off of treetops trying to taste the starlight i hide under. and im running out of patience, my scattered thoughts come out at night and tease my tired eyes. while the rest of the world sleeps im trying to awaken my answers. trying to chase away shadows that creep in through the corners of my mind. im fighting im fighting im fighting for some peace, so i bleed myself through the lead of this pencil. drawing out images that i know i cant conquer. peaking through a lens so my heart settles.
angry voices make me thrive for better. clenched up fists make me enjoy weather. and is it so wrong that i trust no one else to take care of me. if i've arrived this far, myself is all i need. my own two feet carried me through storms. and my own two hands reached out for more.
i am a night owl. watching the world as it surrenders to darkness. sleeping on lumpy mistakes that keep them awake till the sun brings them hope of a better day. its not easy being suttle. its not easy following stars. across the world treading on people that will be forgotten. who will remember them.
i keep stumbling and falling. and my mistakes drop and spread like marbles. cracking and popping so the whole world knows. and im trying im trying im trying to hide them. hide them in my pockets and hands. throwing them in the air to rid them from myself. and i aim to grow as tall as trees. but i cant do that if you leave me no space to extend. so please. just keep away. i know im beat.
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