Living in the real time... |
As noted..I know I have once again disappeared from the world of tron here.I been entertaining myself in real time.I was busy with school for some time;and now that is done.And then the unexpected hap...
Posted by marcella on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 08:08:00 PST |
I suck ass!!! |
Well I so fucked up this weekend..I smoked..I hate myself for it.I had come back from Fl. with my freckled girl and got into a HUGE battle with evil and I found a few smokes..I did it..I failed myself...
Posted by marcella on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 09:20:00 PST |
If shit was music...I would have a brass band here!!! |
Well..I am in a carrie of a mood this fine day. I learned a very important lesson; really a lesson I knew of but I guess I needed a refresher course on it. To NEVER doubt your gut feeling..I am left a...
Posted by marcella on Sat, 10 Jun 2006 01:58:00 PST |
Fro days!!! |
Well I have decided to admit I am losing my mind..to some they know this is just a cover for what has happened many moons ago..to others they say oh?? I have been in disgust over this fuckin humid wea...
Posted by marcella on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 06:47:00 PST |
17 days, 9 hours, 51 minutes and 13 seconds |
I been so out of my fuckin mind busy I have truly forgotting to update my blog!! Thanks to Anna I am doing this ASAP!!! Anywho; I tell you since I woke this morning it was like my first day of quittin...
Posted by marcella on Thu, 25 May 2006 12:38:00 PST |
almost 11 days!!! |
I am amazed myself!! How the hell I am doing it is a surpise to me sometimes. It is getting easier to a degree;but then I do lose it and snap at times and it gets friggin ugly..I have been using all m...
Posted by marcella on Fri, 19 May 2006 08:14:00 PST |
Almost 7 days... |
I thought today I could face this..all week leading up to this day I would take it in stride. I couldn't. I think today I am surpised at myself for not smoking.I hate this day.As well as her bir...
Posted by marcella on Mon, 15 May 2006 07:37:00 PST |
4 days, 17 hours, 16 minutes and 41 seconds |
I am sitting here wishing I could either get laid or drilling a hole in my skull..I don't know where the drill part comes from..I fliped my friggin lid on two ppl at work..trust me ...it was coming......
Posted by marcella on Sat, 13 May 2006 08:02:00 PST |
3 days; 11 hours; 52 mins. |
well;I as you can see am over 3 days now..fuckin A man!! This fuckin sucks!! But it's great too..I am already seeing a difference with my eyes as well as my sense of smell is amazing!!!! I have these ...
Posted by marcella on Thu, 11 May 2006 02:48:00 PST |
Now 41 hours.... |
I was so fucking angry last night after I sat here pouring my damn heart out; I click the button and POOF!!! My blog is gone!! Fuckin myspace!! If I wasn't fuckin addicted to it I would kick someone i...
Posted by marcella on Wed, 10 May 2006 07:55:00 PST |
