♥ PAULiNKA SWiNKA♥

Me - im a philosopher - i like to think a lot about life and what it can bring you - i know that everything happens for a reason & thats what keeps me going - for every downfall there will be an uprising ♥ life is like a book, except your the one who write the story; you have complete control over your actions & how you handle situations which effect how people will treat you. Don't be a whore-muffin ; be a LOVE muffin - this means don't whore your self down to prove a point; In order to achieve true respect from your peers you must first learn to respect yourself - people respect people who respect themselves; your imperfections are what make you unique DON'T HiDE THEM - FLAUNT THE SHiT OUT OF THEM & if the people around you don't accept you for who you are FUCK THEM ! ♥ LOVE iS NOT A BATTLEFiELD! If it is indeed true love you shouldn't "battle" each other - you should conquer the world & the game of life together as a unit - a team . Love is only a battlefield if you view it as a game - & playing with people's emotions is one of the most fucked up things a person can do; Is indulging in knowledge the real path to take to obtain eternal happiness? now thats one im still debating about - one may argue the happiest days of their life were wen they were children. why? because they didn't know anything - "Ignorance isn't just a bliss, it's paradise."... Know that despite what you choose to call your emotions towards another person, those emotions are real, dont ignore them, nor suppress them, acknowledge them♥: Like, love, hate -> all JUST words. Words are inter-changeable; feelings are NOT! Sex is a physical expression of love ♥ if you go your whole life sleeping around with people who didnt mean anything to you - your not getting the full experience - in fact you mite as well not even do it ; a person who just sleeps around is either really desperate for attention or a pathetic human being. Sometimes you need to look outside the box outside of the world previous humans have created for us & interpret life for yourself - everyone should do this - otherwise your missing out on god's greatest gift to man kind - Cognition♥ ; Don't confuse hate with jealousy some girls talk shit about other to make themselves feel better - keep your head up high cuz if everyone was completely secure with themselves - they wouldnt talk shit.♥ ... anyway... Despite everything thats happend to me i pay attention to the things that are important to me - family - friends & love. i always have two opposite views on everything - its really bad - its almost as if i always contradict myself - im really really shy around people i dont know - which makes the people i do know laugh cuz im really really loud when im with my friends; i know that everyone has a good side - just some people have a hard time finding it ; i always give people a seconds chance - sometimes a third - and on rare occasions a fourth ;; i believe Life itself is one long journey - you should live life without fear and embrace everything as an adventure; all the emotions you go through always contribute to your character and make you who you are; hopefully one day i will be someone people could admire and look up to; im a Pisces♥ i love fashion and getting all dolled up -but i do have those days where i rather where sweats & put my hair up since i really have no one to impress - if i get dressed up - its usually just to make myself feel better - 'beauty is only skin deep' so i try to meet people using my personality - not my legs.. which are quit nice since im on track ;-) lol j.k. - i try to stay in shape - just to not feel liek a fat ass - plus running is like therapy; it helps you think shit through and your stress seems to just float away* i also love to dance - no i dont take dance but its still my passion and once i turn 18 you'll see ill be the first one in a club - and the last one out - hopefully i'll get a job being a go-go dancer - how perfect would that be - getting paid for doing something you love? - Heaven i live in holbrook longisland - my parents are divorced but hey - thats just the way the cookie crumbles. i guess their love was not everlasting - well thats the thing about love - you think your in love one min. then the next you realize it was all an illusion - an infatuation - or just something about that person that made you wanna rip off their clothes off and hop on it ;-); I thought i was in love - but if it was real - it wouldn't be over - plus i mean im still young - still got a lot of parties to go to - still got a lot of beer to drink - & still got a whole lot of boys to meet before i settle down - which is why i just dont want to be in love now - cuz once i do fall in love - i want to stay with that person forever - i dont believe you can fall in love with more then one person - theres one person out there for you - and one day you'll meet them and never question whether you made a mistake or not by marrying them. i hate relationships* especially at this age - its really all about not feeling guilty for having a whole lot of sex - i mean cmon guys - you no you want a girlfriend to get jiggy with it with lol ; & girls just want someone to tell them what they want to hear and give them what they want- i mean that in more ways then one - but then again being a teenager is harder then it seems - with all those hormones and shit - some people just want someone to be there for them - a sense of security knowing that you're not alone and that someone does care about you. thats the thing about it all - everyone wants something different but we all act the same to get what it is we want - i think if you want ass just say so - you'll end up finding a girl who jsut wants ass too - as simple as that - no one gets hurt - everyone gets what they want - end of story - i keep a diary & love analyzing my feelings & emotions; one day im going to write a book about love - its going to be amazing & basically just spell out what you already knew but didnt know you knew; i hate people who talk shit - i hate liars - i hate cheaters - your all cowards - i stick to my morals♥ n i am who i am - sue me =) ♥
Come What May ♥