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Ambear

About Me



i'm a work in progress: despite the moments where it feels like digress or stagnation, i still feel as though every step i take is bringing me that much closer to the dream i exist to achieve. i really can't explain "who i am" in this box, because i feel as though i'd never stop writing. the complexity is quite simple, i consider myself an ever-changing being with immeasurable potential.

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My Blog

when words aren't enough

there's a guy in my life that i adore. we've had our share of ups and downs over the past 2 years, but despite any bad times, i cherish good memories. i'd move mountains, tame lions, make pigs fly, ju...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Apr 2009 02:10:00 GMT

help me pick a costume!

Hey friends :] I'm going to UC Davis with the pepband in about a month and need to get a costume together (it'll probably be a makeshift costume like my yoshi one last year). The theme is Toys... and ...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Mar 2009 13:38:00 GMT

update!

hi friends!i haven't talked to a lot of you lately so i thought i'd send out a mass HI to everyone! thanks to everyone who has checked out my photos and commented, it means a lot to me!I have some rea...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 23:25:00 GMT

tired

of waiting.
Posted by on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 20:11:00 GMT

perfumes:

I've started collecting perfume and here's what I have so far: EDP:Chanel Coco Mademoiselle(New favorite)Juicy Couture Miss Dior CherieKenneth Cole Black for Women (I hate this, it was a gift) EDT:MAC...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 14:12:00 GMT

nervousness

how come i can't just be happy and not worry?
Posted by on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 17:27:00 GMT

confusion

stuck in limbo. this illusion draws confusion.you think you have it figured out, think things are just the way you wanted them to be, then something snags. the snag causes a tear all the way, then wha...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 02:28:00 GMT

life goals(under construction)

Some of my life goals:-write a book-record an album-bungee jump-make a movie-travel across the world with my best friends-visit "the motherlands" (ireland and italy)-be passionate about a cause-create...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 01:40:00 GMT

gone.

I'm gone. It's nice here in Los Alamos, just hellov quiet. I need to meet people! I have orientation on Tuesday.. I get my badge and z-number then. But I dont get to start work till Friday. Beezies. T...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Jun 2005 21:54:00 GMT

demon

everything feels wrong. there is this demon within me, one i cannot beat. this demon will lay low and seem invisible, but it lingers and is always there. i push this demon away but it comes back to ha...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Mar 2005 23:17:00 GMT