is this you? ’cause it describes me |
Many of us felt inadequate, unworthy, alone and afraid. Our insides never matched what we saw on the outside of others.
Early on, we came to feel disconnected: from parents, from peers, from ourselves...
Posted by on Mon, 19 May 2008 20:10:00 GMT |
10 months |
So I've passed the ten month mark in my sexual sobriety! That's 10 months of no j/o, porn, adult personal ad sites or erotic stories. Actual sex with another person was never something I was inv...
Posted by on Thu, 15 May 2008 21:32:00 GMT |
day off |
So today was my day off and I did the usual things, the volunteer gig and the gym. I do distance cardio on Mondays and walked 8 miles! Pretty cool! Getting back to the distances I was doing last Fall....
Posted by on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 22:42:00 GMT |
again |
On my way back to Va. for the third time in 3 months. The first time was for a Christmas visit. It was my first visit in 2 years with family there and my last with my uncle. He was the last of my moth...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 22:24:00 GMT |
vay-cay |
Enjoying the time away from work. According to the schedule, I was s'posed to be at work later today. Then I would be off on Su.-Mo., which is my usual schedule. I thot it was stupid to drive all that...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 20:05:00 GMT |
5 months, and some privacy |
K, I have reached the 5 month milestone in my recovery! Yay! What that means is that for the past 5 months, there has been no porn watched, no j/o and no acting out of any of the other major bottom li...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 21:32:00 GMT |
5 months... almost |
I guess by this time, I can claim a month even if I'm still two weeks from it. So by Dec. 10th, I will have 5 months of sobriety from my major bottom lines. That means that I have not acted out in the...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 21:26:00 GMT |
here |
Ah, nothing like keeping up with the ol' journal, lol! I've been very lax in blogging about my recovery, both in here and IRL. I also blog on an LJ community, bee a tad more regular at that than I hav...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 21:59:00 GMT |
step 11 |
I had spent awhile acting out, not in the full-blown way I was before getting into the program, but still, I was doing a lot of j/o, staring and doing a lot of fantasizing.
About 2 weeks ago, family c...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 22:16:00 GMT |
Memorial Day |
Check out "heroes" section on my profile. A friend sent me this You Tube link.
Posted by on Sun, 27 May 2007 22:19:00 GMT |
