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I loved it when...

you'd tell me goodnight. If I held my hand behind my back--you'd always grab it. If I asked you to wash your hands, you would. How you always told me that I was sexy. How you used to write me letters ...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 05:19:00 GMT

nonsense

i feel nothing. i feel nothing. i feel nothing. i feel nothing. i feel nothing. i feel nothing. i feel nothing. i feel nothing. i feel nothing. i feel nothing. i feel nothing. i feel nothing. i feel n...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 05:55:00 GMT

sick & tired

stay away from me. you've hurt me beyond imagination. i followed you around like a puppy dog. i did everything you ever wanted me to. whenever we'd almost called it quits before you'd always threaten ...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 19:21:00 GMT

agonizing wait

when the hands move the hours fly. pleasure. numbing euphoria. it overcomes me but it's never enough. minutes pass. it's all okay. will it ever be okay? centimeters pass and then inches follow. the sm...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 13:02:00 GMT

laugh about it

for now... is it worth it to be sad? i float above everyone throwing bits and pieces of artificial happiness so no one asks any questions because the trust is.. i don't want to talk about it. i could ...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 06:14:00 GMT

sleeping alone

I'm sleeping alone even though that's how it's been for years except now I don't even have anyone to dream of. I'm forgetting you and it's tearing me apart inside but it's time for me to let the dream...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 13:01:00 GMT

nostalgic yet persistent

Sometimes life brings you to make a choice you've never wanted to make. You keep putting it off and putting it off, hoping things will change but you don't really know. You never really know. You know...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 11:55:00 GMT

SHUT UP

I'm fed up right now. I hardly ever write blogs but this is how I feel.
Posted by on Wed, 09 May 2007 10:14:00 GMT

decision

I saw a dead cat on Carolina Beach Rd. today and I swerved to not hit its body. When I saw it I felt extremely sad. I almost felt like crying and then it hit me--that's what I want to do with my life....
Posted by on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 08:00:00 GMT