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mike

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About Me


I live in Manchester and go to uni in Sheffield. I love going to 5th Ave, 42s and Venue to get fucked in when i'm at home. I am really lazy and don't do much, the only time I shower is before a night out, although that is quite often I suppose. I used to think I was the good boy, but as I get older I realise how I have become the bad influence with my friends, trying to get them to do things they shouldn't do and spend money they don't have, but it is all in the name of fun. I am addicted to gambling and tuna butties at the casino. When I'm in Sheffield I like going to Juice and Leadmill and play poker often. I also bum music, The Office and The Sopranos.
I like Kevin Smith films.
I love you. And not, not in a friendly way, although I think we're great friends. And not in a misplaced affection, puppy-dog way, although I'm sure that's what you'll call it. I love you. Very, very simple, very truly. You are the epitome of everything I have ever looked for in another human being. And I know that you think of me as just a friend, and crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you would ever consider. But I had to say it. I just, I can't take this anymore. I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can't, I can't look into your eyes without feeling that, that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels. I can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are. And I know this will probably queer our friendship - no pun intended - but I had to say it, because I've never felt this way before, and I don't care. I like who I am because of it. And if bringing this to light means we can't hang out anymore, then that hurts me. But God, I just, I couldn't allow another day to go by without just getting it out there, regardless of the outcome, which by the look on your face is to be the inevitable shoot-down. And, you know, I'll accept that. But I know... I know that some part of you is hesitating for a moment, and if there is a moment of hesitation, then that means you feel something too. All I ask, please, is that you just, you just not dismiss that - and try to dwell in it for just ten seconds. Alyssa, there isn't another soul on this fucking planet who has ever made me half the person I am when I'm with you, and I would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next plateau. Because it is there between you and me. You can't deny that. Even if, you know, even if we never talk again after tonight, please know that I'm forever changed because of who you are and what you've meant to me, which - while I do appreciate it - I'd never need a painting of birds bought at a diner to remind me of.

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http://www.myheritage.com/collageThe MOST ridiculous look-a-likes for me, but I had to put them on here!

My Blog

The week I turned 19!

OK SO I BOUGHT A CAMERA PHONE LAST WEEK, AND DECIDED TO MAKE A SUPER MASSIVE PIC BLOG, WITH ALL THE PHOTOS I'VE TAKEN OVER THIS WEEK THAT HAVEN'T BEEN DELETED!   I DID WANT TO ADD FUNNY CAPTIONS ...
Posted by mike on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 10:09:00 PST

My week in short

last night i went to the New Inn with lots of my friends and had a good night.  we played darts for hours and drank beer, and chatted shit, then afterwards i went to azzs with liam but not b...
Posted by mike on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 07:58:00 PST

5th Ave Thursday 13th April

The lads 'n' shit yo.  I'm the one whose telling himself a drunken joke in his head, and finding himself slightly funny. Don't make me angry....or horny, not sure what that face is? If ...
Posted by mike on Fri, 14 Apr 2006 07:19:00 PST