i put up a pretty good grown up facade at this point, but grown ups are boring. i never want to be one. i decided that at a young age. the little prince showed me the truth. but with all my youthful amazingness i have come to realize that eventually ill have to do all that stupid grown up shit. grown up. that is a long way away and until then im fine with a shitty job and a new party every night. i am fine with the fact that any day of the week i can walk out the door and not come home for a week and that isnt a problem. i love that i can quit my lucrative career at any point just because. i dont ever want to feel obligated to do something i hate and be unhappy every day. its just not me.
