This myspace belonged to one of the best people that i've ever met and ever will meet. Sam was my cousin and she knew me inside out, i haven't stopped crying since i found out that she'd died in the early hours of tuesday 10th of October 2006. After Sam died, we found various different letters and notes locked in her hospital drawer, personal letters to all the people that were close to her, she had been told she was going to die and didn't tell any of us because as she wrote in my letter "i knew how you'd react and i didn't want that until i wasn't in control of it anymore." She was always that bit different from everyone else, but different in a good way, she always glowed that little bit brighter than others and inspired people wherever she went, and when i say different, i mean different, how many other people do you know that would leave a request asking for "I just can't wait to be king" from the lion king played at her funeral?We always joked about how she was "supersam" which she brushed off, insisting that she was just Sam. Well i think i have proof now that she died a superhero, when she was 12, she gave a kidney to her older sister Clara, who was suffering from kidney failure and it was just a few weeks ago that she underwent a bone marrow transplant, but not for herself, as injured as she was, she found out that she was a match for a little spanish boy called Nico, who is only 9 and has 2 forms of accute leukemia. Sam went through this procedure and little Nico is now going to grow up and live a long happy life, he adored her and would frequently go up to her hospital bed and sit with her, he called her "my sam." When Nico went up to see her on that tuesday, he couldn't understand why he couldn't see her, when his mum explained what had happened, he burst into tears and held a picture to him, that was a picture that Sam had drawn for him, because he had asked her to. Through his tears, he managed to shout out "i hate life, it's so unfair, she was my sam" I think that about sums it up. This is a picture she took of Nico, his hair had grown back since his last patch of chemo and he was making her something because he knew she was going to give him his life back, she's done that now.
We'll never ever forget you Sam, you always were mental and you were our world, R.i.p "You Bum" x x x x x x x x x x x x x
This is Her original page:
Hey :) I'm Sam, my boyfriend Tim is the shit and rocks my world, im 18 and was born on the 16th February 1988 in Dublin :) Lived there until i was 6/7 (mum says 6 dad says 7, i believe dad!) then moved to London until i was 16, after that i left school because i hated it and it hated me, and started travelling, love going to different places its great :) Been living in Spain for just over a year now, got a place here with my boyfriend and a few friends its awesome!:)Didn't work at school at all, was known as the rebel, teachers hated me, suspended here there and everywhere, finally got expelled in year 11 and had to study for the rest of my GcSe's at home, which suited me lol got decent GcSe's in the end (all A's and a B) so screw all the teachers that said i couldn't do it! ha!:P I box, kickbox and thaibox, been doing them all since i was little, love em all but Muay Thai is the best :) Compete for England and teach my own club now so it's all good, also cant get enough of surfing, am hooked lol! i love to party, usually think omg where am i when i wake up but hey!:):P Played football for arsenal women when i was in london but quit when i left school even though it was good and i made some great mates there!:) Jade and Kelly:P Will never forget THAT time in the changing rooms, hung our coach naked from the showers and the cleaner locked him in, he was there all night bless him! Anyway im bored now so just ask about anything else:) ooo and please dont say "thanks for the add" if i didn't add you because it makes no sense and i will not talk to you! :) xxx
10 things that make me happy
1.Cuddles
2.Adrenalin
3.My friends
4.Blankets on cold days
5.Ice cream
6.Milkshake
7.Kisses
8.Tim
9.Cheeto's
10.Being in love
10 things that don't
1.Tuna
2.Over-confident people
3.Snobby people
4.Running out of milkshake
5.When msn or myspace doesn't work properly
6.Not seeing my little sister as much as i'd like too
7.Friends arguing
8.Not being able to do things that you want to
9.Police (arrrrrgh!)
10.Old people who continuously tell you stories about the war.
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