FUCK!!!!! |
My ACE exam in next friday and I'm freaking the fuck out...yeah that's about it...I forgot how much I hate tests. Keep your fingers crossed Posted by on Thu, 19 Feb 2009 23:22:00 GMT |
Fuck quality, fuck poetry, honestly I just wish you were dead |
I shouldn't have answered my phone,Let alone talk to you.Usual bullshit:How been?What's new?You still training?What are your plans?How's your family?What's normaly a five to ten minute conversationA c... Posted by on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 09:01:00 GMT |
Why my life is awesome at the moment |
Awesome girlfriend, moving to an awesome new house, have an awesome new job and will be living with my awesome friends... yeah life is pretty fucking good right now Posted by on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 03:27:00 GMT |
I wish |
I wish I wasn't a fuck up all the time. I find myself in situations where I should be happy, completely content if not exstatic and yet due to my own bull shit I'm filled with self doubt and anxiety. ... Posted by on Wed, 06 Aug 2008 10:10:00 GMT |
What a dream (maybe Im reading to much before I go to bed) |
Running through the streets of downtown pdx. The air has a heavy smell of what seems like sulfur mixed with burning rubber from car fires. The only thought in my h... Posted by on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 07:21:00 GMT |
Sometimes I can be a real asshole |
For the past few months I've been letting others guide my emotions sometimes for better sometimes for worse. Some shit went down that I suppose was unaviodable in some ways but I let everyone tell me ... Posted by on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 21:02:00 GMT |
Another update |
So minus my own negative bullshit getting the better of me for a minute things are fucking great,or at least on the way there.Got promoted which is awesome except Iwon't be there much longer because I... Posted by on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 20:42:00 GMT |
Basic update |
Life is going great at the moment. I just started and awesome new job as a bouncer or "lounge host" as they call it at Grand Central Bowling. It's this crazy three million dollar restraunt that has tw... Posted by on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 15:27:00 GMT |
Can’t put my finger on it |
I don't know what it is exactly. There's something in the back of my mind that won't leave me alone. I find myself irritated and down at times for no reason. It's just there bothering me, making me fe... Posted by on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 17:43:00 GMT |
Its funny |
It's funny how the right music and the right company can make you forget everything that's bothering you. How listening to music you haven't heard since you were a kid, while screaming at the top of y... Posted by on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 01:36:00 GMT |