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How does one rid of the NEED to hurt? How does one extinguish the adaptability within sorrow? I know how. One simply DOESN'T feel the pain. One simply DOESN'T. They surround themselves with loved ones... Posted by Hayley on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 04:52:00 PST |
not good. |
I, for some reason, gave up on feeling a while back.
numbing, a lullaby dull.
there's nothing left to lose
estinguish the soul and you are void, so null.
crystalizing blues fade to bruise.
inhale, som... Posted by Hayley on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 01:24:00 PST |
in case you were wondering, i have never needed a bowl more in my entire life. |
sometimes it just sort of comes unexpectedly. that isn't entirely true. sometimes i can feel it hours or even days in advance. and yes, i allow it. really only because i have yet to train myself in ho... Posted by Hayley on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 03:12:00 PST |
This is how it strikes me. |
I want to be completely open.
I did what I did for a reason. I wasn't trying to escape anything. It wasn't the responsibility, it wasn't the unexpectancy, it wasn't the fear, It wasn't the shock, the ... Posted by Hayley on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 12:43:00 PST |
Book |
So as an assumingly unaffected victim of youth here in the two thousands ( by the way..is that what WE will fall under..the two thousands? really, wow how inappropriately futuristic sounding...) anywa... Posted by Hayley on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 01:40:00 PST |
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our souls can dance with one another for eternity. i just really wish i could be there to see it. Posted by Hayley on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 01:57:00 PST |
blend. |
days just kind of flow into one another but the feelings i have or ideas i harvest just sort of stay with me. i continue to expand my horizons as the sun sets and rises. i continue my search for the r... Posted by Hayley on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 09:09:00 PST |
5.29.07 |
It's what i try to avoid.
It's what i try to ignore.
It's the sick feeling I get down in my soul.
It's rivetting.
It's too strong to bear at times.
It's sneaky.
Blindsiding.
It's threatening yet motiv... Posted by Hayley on Tue, 29 May 2007 04:40:00 PST |
4.29.07 |
Crushed, heavy, and bruising.
The sky changes colors and I can breathe again.
Open the gates.
Close that door.
Stand near your convictions
and sit on the floor.
You're all here to s... Posted by Hayley on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 04:41:00 PST |