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Hayley

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About Me



Rhythm.
It keeps me alive.
Subtle thumps in the air regulate my breathing.
Tiny raindrops soothe my mind as they pelt a hardened surface.
Sound.
Sound keeps me willing.
Sound keeps me in check.
I can bend the rules but no rule shall be broken.
I dwell within my own society.
My own laws apply to you as well, whether you realize and accept it or not.
Be yourself.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Don't waste your time.
The only thing I find sexy is
intelligence.

Heroes:

My Mom.

My Blog

more importantly

How does one rid of the NEED to hurt? How does one extinguish the adaptability within sorrow? I know how. One simply DOESN'T feel the pain. One simply DOESN'T. They surround themselves with loved ones...
Posted by Hayley on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 04:52:00 PST

not good.

I, for some reason, gave up on feeling a while back. numbing, a lullaby dull. there's nothing left to lose estinguish the soul and you are void, so null. crystalizing blues fade to bruise. inhale, som...
Posted by Hayley on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 01:24:00 PST

in case you were wondering, i have never needed a bowl more in my entire life.

sometimes it just sort of comes unexpectedly. that isn't entirely true. sometimes i can feel it hours or even days in advance. and yes, i allow it. really only because i have yet to train myself in ho...
Posted by Hayley on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 03:12:00 PST

This is how it strikes me.

I want to be completely open. I did what I did for a reason. I wasn't trying to escape anything. It wasn't the responsibility, it wasn't the unexpectancy, it wasn't the fear, It wasn't the shock, the ...
Posted by Hayley on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 12:43:00 PST

Book

So as an assumingly unaffected victim of youth here in the two thousands ( by the way..is that what WE will fall under..the two thousands? really, wow how inappropriately futuristic sounding...) anywa...
Posted by Hayley on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 01:40:00 PST

...

our souls can dance with one another for eternity. i just really wish i could be there to see it.
Posted by Hayley on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 01:57:00 PST

blend.

days just kind of flow into one another but the feelings i have or ideas i harvest just sort of stay with me. i continue to expand my horizons as the sun sets and rises. i continue my search for the r...
Posted by Hayley on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 09:09:00 PST

5.29.07

It's what i try to avoid. It's what i try to ignore. It's the sick feeling I get down in my soul. It's rivetting. It's too strong to bear at times. It's sneaky. Blindsiding. It's threatening yet motiv...
Posted by Hayley on Tue, 29 May 2007 04:40:00 PST

4.29.07

    Crushed, heavy, and bruising. The sky changes colors and I can breathe again. Open the gates. Close that door. Stand near your convictions and sit on the floor. You're all here to s...
Posted by Hayley on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 04:41:00 PST