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Overdra[matt]ic

beth, you're such a ficus!

About Me

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Rhapsody Winterguard - Finals in Santa Clara
First Place bitches
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first things first
I apologize if i offend you
] IT'S CALLED A FUCKING PERSONALITY <[br />
try one sometime
]you were born an original, stop being a copy<[br />
Ich bin thousand mal besser als du =D - i speak german
]not that you could understand me anyways<[br />
My strange obsession with AFI and paris hilton confuses the fuck out of me too
]so don't worry about it<[br />
I'm actually not that hot
]i just know how to work it<[br />
so take a fucking picture
]and let me put it on myspace<[br />
I'm hopelessly addicted to myspace
]so leave me a comment and give me a reason to live<[br />
I hate who i am
]and i love to admit it<[br />
but no matter how hard I try
]you won't hate me too<[br />
i paint my nails and straighten my hair
]maybe that's why you say i'm a faggot<[br />
but i'm not shallow
]i only speak the truth<[br />
i'm real
]so don't hate, don't lie<[br />
just don't even fucking bother
]like you care anyways, right?<[br />
i loathe wasted time
]don't try to get any from me<[br />
i care when i want to
]so don't say i'm a bitch<[br />
i've been hurt more than you'll ever know
]my heart still hasn't healed<[br />
I've lost the best part of my day
]and i'm sick of smiling<[br />
but i'm still here in one piece
]and stronger than you'll ever be<[br />
i miss you
]no i don't<[br />
I'm not broken
]i just love pretending to be<[br />
so go fix yourself
]and give the razor back to me<[br />
i like the taste of pain
]i wish i wouldn't bleed so much<[br />
I'm everything you ever wanted to be
]so get on your knees<[br />
and i really hate it when people don't know they're ugly
]don't worry, i'll let you know<[br />
I'd help you with anything
]if you were worth my time<[br />
but i'd rather waste my time on me
]because it's just so precious<[br />
I always get what I want
]always<[br />
no matter who gets hurt
]trust me on this one<[br />
i'm so insanely jealous it hurts
]even though i hate everything about you<[br />
hate doesn't do my feelings justice
]there are no words<[br />
i'm a little crazy
]more like fucked up<[br />
but you know you love it
]so shut up and take it<[br />
i don't have dreams
]not even a god damn REM cycle<[br />
even when i sleep
]which isn't often to begin with<[br />
the world's a show to me
]and i'm sick and tired of clapping<[br />
I can do it so much better for myself
]so put me center stage<[br />
I love you
]you could only wish<[br />
I've given up on hope
]it gets you nothing<[br />
my fingers are never crossed
]but always around your throat<[br />
what do I want?
]just like the song says<[br />
Money
Success
Fame
Glamour
]at any price<[br />
a picture is worth a thousand words
i am an addict
to a little thing called beauty
but because of that
i am also addicted to
pain
this "beauty" comes with a price
sometimes more than i can handle
and then i start to cry
and then i start to cut
and then you get mad
and then the world seems to stop
so here i am
pouring my heart out to you
and all you can say is
"get over it"
and yet you still wonder
why i just can't be happy
Look what i did all summer =D
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My Interests

leg humping head nodding chin stroking body pumping crotch twitching pant wetting head banging cock rubbing brain hurting difficult listening mind expanding ventolin excelerated top ranking pumped up electro pop punk bitching rock'n'roll electric music with beats played in revolutionary sequence loud with drinks in dub (some intimate out there twisted disco, no moby. Dress Optional)

Im just another broken soul
search for a heart and find a hole
you've done the deed now pay the toll
there's one more thing I'll let you pull
. . .The trigger.

-Rebel Barbi-

can you find the way to my heart?

test

I'd like to meet:

someone actually worth my time.....like him ♥

Music:

just about everythingminus country =D

Movies:

....

Television:



Books:

IM A FAG FAG FAG FAG FAG FAG FAG [but you love it]

Heroes:

i am in love with this woman

this one too

My Blog

But not really

I'm a really angry person, but not reallyi internalize everything way too muchi'm gonna explode, but not reallyi'll just sit here and go insanei hate a lot of people, but not reallyonly because i can'...
Posted by Overdra[matt]ic on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 08:46:00 PST

Grow Up

I'm getting old. haha not really, but lately there's been so many things happening that make me realize how fast i've grown up. Some of them good, some of them bad but they all have hit me really hard...
Posted by Overdra[matt]ic on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 12:16:00 PST

Merry Crystalmethmas

i just got back from christmas shopping at the mall. the m a l l. like not even two days before christmas. it was a cluster fuck to the extreme, not kidding. there were people EVERYWHERE just grabbing...
Posted by Overdra[matt]ic on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 04:52:00 PST

i fuckin' love tyra banks

this bitch makes me laugh to no end, i can't stop watching this shitbaaaaaahhhhhahahahahahaaaaahahahahahaa XD...
Posted by Overdra[matt]ic on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 12:25:00 PST

Snow

winter is greaticy roadsdead plantsno animals anywherespending all your moneyforced family situationssnowballs to the faceshivering4 hour lines at the airportcarolersannoying songs played over and ove...
Posted by Overdra[matt]ic on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 03:56:00 PST

It's a little too much

There's so many things that i want to say, but i can't. There's so many things that I want to do, but I can't. There's sooo many things going through my head all at once right now. I'm so frustrated b...
Posted by Overdra[matt]ic on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 11:37:00 PST

this is what i do

so i've realized lately that a lot of people don't quite know exactly what colorguard is and how much effort is put into itif you've ever driven by a practice and yelled "flaggets" out the window or h...
Posted by Overdra[matt]ic on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 11:56:00 PST

Oh, it is love

Oh, it is loveFrom the first time I set my eyes upon yoursThinking, "Oh, is it love?"Oh, dearIt's been hardly a momentAnd you are already missedThere is still a bit of your skinThat I've yet to have k...
Posted by Overdra[matt]ic on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 01:18:00 PST

The Waiting Game

sitting here, waiting and wishingthat things would changenot for the better and not for the worsebut to just be differenteveryday i wake up and it's the same thingit's not that anything is going wrong...
Posted by Overdra[matt]ic on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 02:03:00 PST

entropy

"a measure of the amount of disorder in a system"life is hecticthings keep happening and i can't keep upfriends, school, boyfriends,*cough*drugs*cough*, parents, and just life in general[and not to me...
Posted by Overdra[matt]ic on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 11:41:00 PST