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Vanessa

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I have a great sense of humor.

My name is Vanessa, and not to toot my own horn or anything, but Toot! Toot!

My Interests

i'm just a soul who's intentions are good, oh lord please don't let me be misunderstood.
BestfriendsCR
CH
EW
VT
HS
AC
LA
RM
AZ
AR
Tuneskings of leon
the maccabees
atmosphere
lupe fiasco
as tall as lions
the appleseed cast
mates of state
a tribe called quest
the beatles
cat power
circa survive
zombies
the strokes
john mayer
albert hammond jr.
the moldy peaches
t.i
the smiths
weezer
men women and children
minus the bear
the roots
the sound of animals fighting
bonethugs
delta spirit
the kooks
the fall of troy
talib kweli
sade
the decemberists
razorlight
queen
pavement
kanye west
tech n9ne
thrice
paramore
m.i.a
fugazi
nujabes
jimi hendrix
gang of four
feist
yael naim
imogen heap
sublime
joy division
the sounds

I'd like to meet:

But I inspire ideological metamorphosis
Stop talking shit or I'll make your existence a memory
So you can have me frozen cryogenically for centuries
But I'll break the ice if anyone on the planet mentions me
I'll burn a hypocritical flag intentionally
Explosive revolutionary
Chemistry's my destiny

Heroes:

Jesus Christ is the only one fully worthy of praise
...besides, we can't all be heroes, somebody has to sit on the curb and clap as they go by.I like to break out in random dance, preferably the robot.
I'm a darling only on the days that end with y.
I love people.
I enjoy a nice time by the fire listening to either hollywood undead or "colt 45" by afroman.
A good portion of my life is spent either outside tearing it up on my razor scooter, or outside yelling obnoxious things, such as,"SUCK IT " to innocent bystanders hoping and praying that they feel awkward.
I enjoy a nice jubilee/jamboree from time to time.
My life is full of laughing at people and cursing at grandmas.
If your in NEW YORK in 10 years ring me up becuase ill be starring in the biggest broadway show, ever.
unorganized religions annoy me.
I like to shout random numbers in a bank when people are doing mental math.
I construct elaborate drawings using inky pens that are out of ink.
I wear velcro shoes to show my excitment for the world.
I love fashion and I wear what I want.
I add a lot of inflection to the end of my sentences, producing awkward silences with the impression that I will break into song any moment, i usually do.
I never disregard people.
I say "SUCK IT" more then Joanie loves Chachie.
I get by on vitamin water and laughter.
I tend not to lessen myself to the stupidity of the modern days, but hey everyone has their moments.
I can get myself out of any situation, I will make you laugh
and I will go on an adventure with you I am Vanessa Lynn Garcia, and its time to recognizlife as I know it:
I like to break out in random dance, preferably the robot.
I'm a darling only on the days that end with y.
I love people.
I enjoy a nice time by the fire listening to either hollywood undead or "colt 45" by afroman.
A good portion of my life is spent either outside tearing it up on my razor scooter, or outside yelling obnoxious things, such as,"SUCK IT " to innocent bystanders hoping and praying that they feel awkward.
I enjoy a nice jubilee/jamboree from time to time.
My life is full of laughing at people and cursing at grandmas.
If your in NEW YORK in 10 years ring me up becuase ill be starring in the biggest broadway show, ever.
unorganized religions annoy me.
I like to shout random numbers in a bank when people are doing mental math.
I construct elaborate drawings using inky pens that are out of ink.
I wear velcro shoes to show my excitment for the world.
I love fashion and I wear what I want.
I add a lot of inflection to the end of my sentences, producing awkward silences with the impression that I will break into song any moment, i usually do.
I never disregard people.
I say "SUCK IT" more then Joanie loves Chachie.
I get by on vitamin water and laughter.
I tend not to lessen myself to the stupidity of the modern days, but hey everyone has their moments.
I can get myself out of any situation, I will make you laugh
and I will go on an adventure with you I am Vanessa Lynn Garcia, and its time to recognize."Have I told you about the tension of opposites?" he says.
The tension of oposites?
"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else.
Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted.
A tenstion of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band.
And most of us live somewhere in the middle." Sounds like a westling match, I say.
"A wrestling match." He laughs. "Yes, you could describe life that way."
So which side wins, I ask?
"Which side wins?"
He smiles at me, the crinkled eyes, the crooked teeth.
"Love wins. Love always wins.
.. - Ambulance LTD - Augustana - Arcade Fire
- Album Leaf,The
- Aqualung
- Autolux
- Bright Eyes
- Beatles,The
- Belle and Sebastian
- Bloc Party
- Beck
- Beauty Pill
- Carina Round
- Cat Power
- Cartel
- Cardigans,The
- Cold War Kids
- Damien Rice
- Dashboard Confessional
- Deathcab for Cutie
- Decemberists,The
- Delta Spirit
- Diddybops
- Eisley
- Elton John
- Emery
- Fiona Apple
- Freezepop
- Format,The
- Frou Frou
- Five for Fighting
- Gang of Four
- Gravy Train
- Goldfrapp
- Hot Hot Heat
- Halifax
- Hot Water Music
- Head Automatica
- Hellogoodbye
- Interpol
- Imogen Heap
- Iron and Wine
- Indigo Girls
- Incubus
- Jimmy Eat World
- Jet
- Joy Division
- Jupiter Sunrise
- Kasabian
- Klaxons
- Kings of Leon
- Lange
- Life,The
- Modest Mouse
- Mates of State
- Motion City Soundtrack
- Muse
- Neutral Milk Hotel
- New Order
- Nujabeses
- Offspring,The
- Oasis
- OK GO
- Postal Service,The
- Psapp
- Peaches
- Racounteurs,The
- Radiohead
- Regina Spektor
- Strokes,The
- Sounds,The
- Sufjan Stevens
- Scissor Sisters
- Snow Patrol
- Smiths,The
- Shins,The
- Scanners,The
- Tegan and Sara
- Third Eye Blind
- Unicorns,The
- Wilco
I'd Like to Meet:
nice people that enjoy great music.
I'd Rather Not Meet:
sketchy people that are fake and have no class, and recent studies show, that is too much to ask for.We all have our "101 Things" lists. This one is mine. I have witnessed countless numbers of life crisis's from people who have found themselves wishing that they could have done more, seen more, and been more. As I watch friends and sometimes even family go through these points in their lives, it has been hard not to reflect upon my own.
What do I want to do?
Where do I want to go?
What matters to me?
As I sympathetically sit on the edge of a best friend's bed, or commiserate across a stilted table at a swarming coffee shop, the only words which ever resound amidst the emblazoned empathy of my current state of mind are, "Not me, not ever."Some goals are self-less, some goals are very selfish. Some are smaller than the speck of sleet you just wiped from your eye; others are as large as the Great Pyramid of Giza. Some will change the world, while others will only change you.One of my favorite sayings has always been, "Man plans, God laughs." This is fitting, seeing as I am not, in any context, a planner. I'm a "grab –life-by-the horns", "float- up-stream", "do -it –yourself", "see -what -happens" kind of person. If you were to ask me right now, "What do you want to be when you grow up?" I would either salvage my latest get-rich-quick scheme, or laugh in your face for asking the most ridiculous thing from a disorganized person like myself: a plan.I won't stoop down as low to admit that these are my actual goals, and they might be a little cliché,but by God these are my dreams- as absurd, grotesque, abstract, and time-consuming as some of them may be.They might be selfish, they might be small, and they might not change the world,but they will change me.*not in any particular order
1. live with no regrets
2. fall in love
3. get a hobby
4. study abroad
5. live in England for a year
6. become a freelance writer
7. take vitamins daily
8. lose 15 pounds
9. kiss someone in the rain
10. volunteer
11. overcome a fear
12. learn an exotic dance
13. grow a garden
14. sew a sufficient pair of pants
15. have a completely platonic friend of the opposite sex
16. learn to decently speak another language
17. get married, bare-foot in a field
18. wear a ball gown
19. visit ground zero
20. live in/visit New York
21. read with a member of the opposite sex by a fireplace
22. paint my entire body blue
23. rock climb
24. Bring my family to Christ
25. go on a cruise
26. get breakfast in bed
27. visit Puerto Rico
28. apologize to him (and mean it)
29. have a water balloon fight
30. experience the Northern Lights
31. kiss someone on a ferris wheel
32. see Placebo in concert- in France!
33. slow dance by candlelight
34. get an "A" in a math class
35. help an elderly person across the street
36. have a song/poem written for/ about me (without me asking!)
37. run
38. swim
39. donate an expensive, treasured article of clothing to a shelter
40. eat spaghetti like Lady and the Tramp!!
41. practice a random act of kindness
42. go to Pharaoh's Lost Kingdom (the "theme park")
43. sing somewhere in public
44. sing for someone famous
45. see a comet
46. hold hands with someone in a grocery store
47. gondola through Venice
48. have my portrait painted
49. be an extra in a film
50. cry on a train, and then sing about it
51. learn how to take a compliment
52. run away
53. return
54. send a message in a bottle
55. plant random trees in random places
56. eat jellied eels from a stall in London
57. eat authentic Japanese sushi in Japan
58. sit on a jury
59. go to Walden Pond and read Jane Austen while drifting in a canoe
60. stay out all night dancing and go to work the next day without having gone home
61. be someone's mentor
62. be someone's role model
63. get a job
64. dig for treasure at a local junk yard
65. get passionate about a cause and spend time helping it, rather than just donating to it
66. ask someone I've only just met out on a date
67. write my will
68. learn how to complain effectively, and un-annoyingly
69. finish a great novel in one day
70. write a great novel
71. write many great novels
72. defeat writer's block- FOREVER
73. drive the Autobahn
74. except myself for who I am
75. come to terms in accepting my family
76. be able to handle homework, telephone solicitors, and Mormons/ Jehovah's Witnesses
77. make a hole-in-one
78. stargaze by myself
79. eat dinner at the Ritz Carlton by myself, and dance with myself
80. learn to snowboard-and not be afraid!
81. kiss a best friend (of the opposite sex). enjoy it.
82. buy property and rent it out. watch the money roll in.
83. overcome my fear of failure
84. learn to forgive
85. improve my sculpting abilities
86. sculpt a self sculpture
87. physically write a song. sing it for an audience.
88. learn to say yes, when I really mean no.
89. have an intelligent conversation with a 5 year old
90. have a child. name her/him Parker
91. get over myself
92. be in two places at once
93. get a tattoo
94. have a picnic in the park with a member of the opposite sex
95. get a masters degree
96. go to the top of the Space Needle in Seattle
97. wish upon a star, and have the wish actually come true
98. make amends
99. visit the Library of Congress
100. reflect upon my greatest weakness and determine it as my greatest strength
101. Have someone help me accomplish one or more of these goals/dreams.

STUDENT ID # 869771

Finals. Studying. Finals. Studying.
All I really want to do is sing.
Give me a term paper,
An outline,
A character analysis sheet,
A historical significance essay,
but never a sheet of music with which i could do wonders.
I'd rather fail miserably at high school,
And sing for the rest of my live living in my parent’s house
Than work the miserable 9-5.
Do you ever feel like you’re wasting your time?
It’s strange how such a simplistic question can yield such complex answers.
I swear
I can feel every hour,
minute,
second
That I spend in the various modules of my involuntary school life
Being sucked from the unsuspecting pores of my membrane.
I am not being educated,
I am not being enriched,
I am being programmed into becoming
THE lawyer,
THE doctor,
THE chemist
THE psychiatrist
THE politician
All respectable careers,
But maybe that’s not what I want.
Maybe what I want can’t be found within white walls,
A rigorous course,
And a biased grading scale.
Maybe what I need doesn’t require an extensive list of schooling, references, and connections.
Maybe where I am going is opposite from the direction I am headed.
I am more than a string of numbers.
friends?
I'm VANESSA GARCIA
and recent studies show,
I'm a nervous wreck.
Ive recently come to obtain an
unhealthy obsession with paramore.
It's a phase and will soon pass
but for now, bear with me.People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered; Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; Be kind anyway. If you are successful you will win some false friends and true enemies; Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; Be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; Be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough; Give the world the best you've got anyway. You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God; It was never between you and them anyway

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My friends

For my friends.I love you, all. ...
Posted by Vanessa on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 04:20:00 PST

what i think about you, episode 1:

1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be...
Posted by Vanessa on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 05:29:00 PST

writing

http://vanessawrites.blogspot.com/
Posted by Vanessa on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 06:23:00 PST

where'svanessa???

if i died. If I died tomorrow, you would never ever get a chance to seeme ever again. [be honest]01. What are 5 things you would want me toknow before I died?1.)2.)3.)4.)5.)02. What would 5 questions...
Posted by Vanessa on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 02:17:00 PST