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About Me

Its brewing hard! Cool friends, bands, and people that believe and understand what I wear on my sleeve my heart! ------------------------------------------------------------ -------------->First off I do my own page by my lonesome no help from any one so when I am on it’s just me!! I really believe if you want something bad enough you can have it! My dad inspired me to do this, so I'm going for it! He's no longer with us, I cant turn back now, my sons the love for them inspire me to change what has ruined 2 young men's life's so I can make it better! It’s sad ah shame they didn't need to have this in their life, so as a father I can not falter! The set back from 2003 was long and sad! But over! Still ongoing to see my sons. I miss them so much if they only new how much I put my knees down and pray! I was living the American dream with the only woman that I have ever loved my first. I thought it was sent from above, we meet young from their it all came from above, I never new that people had heart felt emotions till the day that my heart was ripped in 2 from my soul mate it just came all un glued, from that time to now! She was the last woman that I kissed, being hurt so bad has not let me lose my respect for woman or confused in any fashion. I guess I’m just 2 old fashioned, the rage and hurt I hold inside only has taken me to an all time high! To a place that I’m sure allot of you know, that point of no return just blasting my way higher into that zone with out doubt letting everything out! Thanks to each and every one of you for waiting! I will just be myself this time and I’m not hesitating. Back in 2003 I self released a cd it hit the hearts of many people from around the world, my apologies for not returning your emails as my accounts got lost and I had to relocate, the originality is the most important thing that everyone loved, some of my songs where played on under ground radio stations from Youngstown Ohio to Cleveland Ohio, I was on a part track on a sampler cd in Switzerland back in 03-30-04. I also got a review an interview that hit the northeast coast of the United States. I went through a bad sad sit back in late 2003 early 2004, from this point I lost most all my interests in recording an playing anything, at times I could not even play the keyboard or look at my mike anymore. I kept writing songs though some are sad some have major impact on love, life and family with strong values, holding back my anger and hurt I have some how managed to convert it into a positive drive to let my emotions out in a positive way! I have had much collaboration that I have had to turn down do to what I was going through in my life at that time! My one chance! I feel that I missed it! It's time a new come back 4 years later I’m hoping to make a major impact around the world some good music. I’m trying to get back into playing the guitar and keyboard but I don't seem to have what I did in 2003 it just seemed to fade away. I believe that I can write, sing and rap a lot better than I can play by far, you have to give some credit, I did all the mixing, producing, art, lyrics and vocals along with the recording all my self no friends or people to help! One Man a keyboard some paper and a pen, a computer I sum how stuffed it all in! Also self released a cd in 2003. Maybe with some luck, I can meet some new friends to put something together and collaborate with, just lay down some beats so I can get this back on the streets! Anyone like me that's trying hard on there own I know what like! For now I’m still at the grind all alone! What was just a dream has become a passion a true release of heart and soul and compassion. I don't try to be something I’m not I just use what I have at hand to move forward and make that stand. Give me ah push I know some of you understand, Thanks to each and every one of my friends on myspace for being here the love is real thanks, I love you guys!

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Member Since: 23/02/2006
Band Website: http://www.jceesu.com/jceesu2.html
Band Members: Right now just my self! All on my own just original! I started recording my first CD in 2002; I had some sit backs 4 sure, now once again laying some new tracks. The originality is the most important thing that everyone loved, some of my songs where played on under ground radio stations from Youngstown Ohio to Cleveland Ohio; I was on a part track on a sampler CD in Switzerland back in 03-30-04. I also got a review an interview for northeast coast of the United States.-->
Influences: The Death of my dad in 2002 watching him take his last breath, 4 other family members within 2 years of that, Heart break, Liven good than liven in hell and still in it, The justice system, losing it all my American dream, the American dream! Depravation, Alienation from my 2 sons, seeing them only 46 times since 2003 and wondering why they turn away from me what justice system is this? This hits me in the heart hard, dreaming of ther crys calling 4 me all most every night waking up and writing it all down! it hurts like hell deep and badl! I pay support too but she still dont do what a parent a mother and court said to do! I don’t hide! Giving away our dog because of all this she did not like the dog becuse my sons did a dog i got after she had left, missing my cat i left for them! The court made me vacate my home after ordering me to live in it for one year alone! my life my love my home, my cat, my dog, a dream, becoming homeless, sleeping on ah back pack nothing in belly at times, facing the homeless an being that for a short time! People gave food for ah few min to listen to my music from my mp3 player, some did not know what day or year it was, battle scars, loosing my interest in my music my dream! Now a Reality! All this in a 3 year time from 8-5-2002 to 2006! and still on going! Been set up and they did not win! Try going through sum of that and stay sane and keep things positive! You have no idea what more I can add sum good sum sad. A few others 2 add the man above!! The radio! My mp3 player, Too short, Kid Rock, Uncle Kracker, 50 cent, Marshall Mathers, Ludacris, JayZ, Dr Dre, MissyElliott, not in any particular order I can go on an many more!------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------- And each and every one of you! My friends on this myspace page that support me! I Love you people! You all have outstanding minds! I am on a come back now its brewin but its tuff when i keep geting toren to the ground! Thanks to each and every one of you... Still one main goal to light that ray of light that burns deep in my soul! Peace in my eyes wide open. jcee
Sounds Like: When I sing I sound like Me! people tell me that i sound like Green Day, Limp Bizkit, hoobstank, smile empty soul, and Nirvana. I can sing and sound like them but I guess I just sound like my self! When I rap I sound like Becks more straight forward rap But truly just myself, I can rap just like about anyone out there but that just wouldnt be me! I think its best to just stay that way keep it Original! its just me!--------------------------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------------------------> ; ''WHAT ABOUT THE FLOW''We are a nation of nations, forgetting difference in religion, race, ethnicity, nationality, gender and language. Rap, Spoken words with an underlying rhythm section consisting of bass, drums and keyboard sounds with turntables. The words are spoken rhythmically fast or slow with an accent in this speaking witch is very important! Hip Hop; considered the "other half" of rap, it is essentially the background music which accompanies the rapper."Rap" is not a new idea that sprung up in the music industry in the 80's and 90's. In fact! it has been evolving for decades! Rap's roots can be traced to the following, Cab Calloway, Starting back in the 1940’s; Calloway used a call and response format with his audience, which is one of the foundations of rap. Other musicians who have utilized this technique, or have utilized a monologue style in their music, include the following, Lou Rawls, Charlie Daniels, Bo Diddley, Arlo Guthrie, James Taylor a slack rap song Traffic Jam from his LP in 1971, to name ah few.-------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------Rap artists began taking samples of previously recorded tracks and then re-recording over them. This is similar to what the early pioneers of rap & hip hop were doing with the turntables. However, the rap artists of the 80s had the advantage of technology to make this a simple task. Two things happened with this advancing technology: musicians began stealing from other musicians without giving credit! musicians were being replaced with electronic samplers.If Rhythm and blues & folk came of the blues and is infused with jazz & soul, than hip-hop & rap are all infused with what?My answer, just to put simply where did it all start? Right at and from the musicians heart!!!!!!!!!
Record Label: Self-produced
Type of Label: Unsigned

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Air play! Tune in help support my dream my hope! Call EL Hitman Studio Request Line (330-744-5117) request plays of my songs, show the love for my sons! I thank you all!   ( air plays o...
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Family and Friends!

After all that I have been through I get punched straight back in the face from my family my blood this Christmas and new years! not a phone call or text only from a few they know who they are, ...
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A bit about me.

Status single My home town Brandywine Maryland and other towns my parents moved around allot. Heritage German from my dad an Cherokee from mom. I am residing on the north side of Youngstown Ohio My pa...
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