Psychology, gaming, writing, theater, singing, reading, medieval weaponry, feudal weaponry, working out, having deep conversations with friends and sitting in beautiful environments thinking.
Niccolo Machiavelli and someone who is actually similar to me...
The Offspring, Linkin Park, Tiamat, Genitorturers, Disturbed, Drowning Pool, Lacuna Coil, Sean Paul, Chiasm, Tomcraft, Louie Devito, Kidneythieves, Dragonforce, The Killers, Muse, Celldweller, Daft Punk, Freezepop, basically any techno(the more synth, the better) and basically any band that sounds like any of the bands mentioned previously.
Vanilla Sky, Fight Club, Memento, Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind, A Midsummer Night's Dream, Con Air, The Rock, the entire Lord of The Rings trilogy, Party Monster, Gothika, Clockwork Orange, Full Metal Jacket, basically any Troma film ever made, The Craft, Uzumaki, American History X, Grave of The Fireflies, Kill Bill, Evil Dead 2, Army of Darkness, and basically any horror movie with the exception of Fear dot com.
I don't really watch TV anymore.
The Prince, Party Monster, Fight Club, Psychology for Dummies(couldn't take any Psych. courses until I got to college, so this is how I held myself over,) Merda!, my various encyclopedias of serial killers, Johnny The Homocidal Maniac, The Art of Intrusion, Diaries To An English professor, Narcissism And The Novel, A Midsummer Night's Dream, almost any of the works of William Wordsworth, John Keats, or Edgar Allan Poe.
It's kind of hard to have heroes when your aspiration is for perfection, and you don't believe that perfection is actually attainable.