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"Shoot the pasties off the nipples of a ten-foot bulldyke and win a cotton candy goat!"
the first thing you worry about after saying "i love you" is whether you'll hear it back, then you begin to immediately wonder that the love you just found, you will lose. all the action becomes a reaction.....this fear based love reality dominates your experience of love.....not only do you see yourself recieving love which is conditional, you also watch yourself giving it the same way. and even while you withhold and retreat and set your conditions, a part of you knows that this is not what love really is. still you seem powerless to change the way you dispense it. youve learned the hard way, you tell yourself, and youll be damned if your going to leave yourself vulnerable again. yet the truth is, youll be damned if you dont.....by your own mistaken thoughts about love do you damn yourself never to experience it purely......every action taken by human beings is based in love or fear....fear is the energy which contracts, closes down, draws in, runs, hides, hoards, harms. love is the energy which expands, opens up,sends out, stays, reveals, shares, heals. fear wraps our body in clothing, love allows us to stand naked. fear clings to and clutches all that we have, love gives all that we have away. fear holds close, love holds dear. fear grasps, love lets go. fear rankles, love soothes. fear attacks, love amends...every human thought, word or deed is based in one emotion or the other. you have no choice about this, because there is nothing else from which we choose. but you have free choice about which of these to select. ^for my best friends.....you know who you are, and the love of my life. (wish those were my words, but there not. from a good book i read)
i dont judge because I HAVE NO FUCKING MORALS
im ali, if you know me, you really know me, and if you dont, theres always time to learn.... i love my friends, i love life...... and more importantly i love tootsie...and ganj...and music.... and a lot of other things. if i loved you, you know it..... same if i disliked you. nothing but honesty. FUCK THE PLAGUE RIDDEN
""It is better to know and be disappointed, than to not know and always wonder.""
"LOVE IS A SERIOUS MENTAL DISEASE." -Plato
""I regret, not the mistakes I have made, I regret my actions which were flawless. For without flaw, no man can learn. And without learning, there is no gain...." -Jim Morrison-"
Love at first sight may be a matter of instinctively recognizing someone who will allow you to continue in comfortingly familiar & often destructive patterns learned in childhood. ~lisa zeidner
"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment." -Buddha
"Any man who can drive safely while kissing a pretty girl is simply not giving the kiss the attention it deserves." -Albert Einstein
"A man is but the product of his thoughts what he thinks, he becomes." -Mohandas Gandhi
"Feeling sorry for yourself, and your present condition, is not only a waste of energy but the worst habit you could possibly have." -Dale Carnegie
I used to be fear death, but i no longer do. When you think about it, you die everyday. You have a thought, its created, it exists, and then it dies and is replaced with a new thought. So technically, im not the person i was 5 years ago, 5 days ago, 5 minutes ago, and 5 seconds within writing this. so if you view death as change then theres nothing to fear. life is endlessly filled with change. to me, that means theres something new exciting and unknown with each passing moment. i love it. everytime i die i hope to be born with a new level of awareness. everythings new when you finally fucking wake up.strive to reach a level of higher consciousness. youll be glad that you did -aligirl
“People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.”
“Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.”
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”
“Love cannot save you from your own fate.”
“I like people who shake other people up and make them feel uncomfortable.” -Jim Morrison...my dead soulmate
"Your so beautiful, like a tree or a high-class prostitute"
"I'm not crying. Its just been raining...on my face" -Jermaine (flight of the conchords)
"I WANT YOU TO RAISE HELL!!!"
"Your a hot commodity kid!"
"DONT TAKE ANY SHIT"
"Your assignment is to only do things that you enjoy"
-my mentor, my friend, and the only man who wants me to yell, scream, kick, punch, cry and COMPLETELY BE MYSELF...the man who saved me from death and brought me back to life, MORTON HERSKOWITZ