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h.t.l.r.

Keep your head up they say... well, if my head wasn't up.... then how the fuck would I drink my beer

About Me

Honesty. Trust. Loyalty. Respect.Few screws loose upstairs.

My Interests

Music. Friends. Guns. Money. Quads. Tattoo's / Piercing's. Shithole bars. Occational Bar Fight. Upstate. Woods. Night Sky. Yaddy Yadda...

I'd like to meet:

This is a declaration of war. For far too long, the status quo has been tolerated. In fact, being average is not only allowed, it is encouraged. Your peers chastise you for striving, for struggling, for wanting more. They paint you as a dreamer. They want you to quit, they want you to fail, so they can feel better about their sorry lot. The less you make of yourself, the less they will be expected to accomplish. These are your sworn enemies. And while they may smile to your face, in private they pray for your demise. You must cut these cold empty vessels out of your life like a malignant tumor and move on without hesitation. Waste none of your energy on these parasites who expect a free ride. Know that there are no birthrights. The only thing you are guaranteed at birth is death. You have a right to that. The rest is earned. You are entitled to nothing. Fuck a lottery ticket… I prefer to get mine the hard way. There is a war going on outside your cozy bedroom window; An epic battle between the murderers of spirit and the architects of history. The critics vs the conquerors. Which side are you on?View All Friends | View Blog | Add Comment

Music:

Basically Hardcore And Metal... Blood For Blood Sworn Enemy Madball Thriumph The Will Sucka Punch Shattered Realm Strength For A Reason Strife Defend Your Honor Fight Everybody Crimson Mask KnuckleBoro Loser's Sometimes Win One King Down Jesus Wept Stampin' Ground Agnostic Front Sick Of It All Bloody Sunday Last Call Brawl Bury Your Dead If I Die Mushmouth Death Threat 25TaLife Death Before Dishonor First Blood Earth Crisis Freya No Innocent Victim Everybody Gets Hurt Shutdown Back Of Tha Neck xLooking Forwardx Full Blown Chaos Tension Throwdown Out To Win Hatebreed Machine Head Slayer Chimaira Heaven Shall Burn Pro-Pain 7 Angels 7 Plauges Sepultura Lamb Of God Death Unearth As I Lay Dying Five Finger Death Punch Six Feet Under Kryoburn All That Remains Trivium Between The Burried And Me Crotchduster Bloodsimple Black Label Society Zakk Wylde Bleeding Through Hell Within Arch Enemy Killswitch Engaged Pantera Strapping Young Lad etc...

Movies:

Bad Santa Old School Officespace Deuce Bigalow: The Male Gigolo Black Hawk Down Waiting Horror Films Own! Shit Of That Nature...

Television:

Whatever is on that can keep my interest... The Family Guy TLC Channel Discovery Channel History Channel 810 Metal Channel King Of Queens The Simpsons Shit Of That Nature...

Books:

National Electrical Code Book(N.E.C.)

Heroes:

The people in my life who I hold close, you know who you are.

My Blog

I finally got my balls back....

I open up the mail and there they were!!!!! In an envolope saying I'm finally discharged from probation, ohhhhh it's on!!!!...
Posted by h.t.l.r. on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 02:41:00 PST

True Thoughts...

I'm fucking sick of being held down by life. It always seems to find a way to kick you when you're down. I know people have it much worse then myself, but when the fuck is something going to go my ...
Posted by h.t.l.r. on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 06:53:00 PST

wipe away my tears

Ask me how it feels,to feel like you're a failure.When everything that's real,burns the flame in anger.I've heard it all before.I've felt some pain and more,more than you could ever dream,more than it...
Posted by h.t.l.r. on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 01:40:00 PST

Shattered.

Crossed a plain that left behind dark days.Filled a void that I thought could not be replaced.Now gone it seems so out or reach.I have lived. I have felt.It's what we need.Gone.What have I done?Found...
Posted by h.t.l.r. on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 01:12:00 PST

Tear It Down

How much more can you possibly take?How many battles can you lose in one day?Who is the source of all your pain?And how do you ever plan to be unrestrained?How much longer? How much more?Until you gai...
Posted by h.t.l.r. on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 06:01:00 PST

Fuck You All

Inside alonethis world's coming down on me again.Nowhere to run to,as these twisted thoughts flow through my head.I never wanted to break away,Can't help that I don't feel the same.And now I'm standi...
Posted by h.t.l.r. on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 07:59:00 PST

Fuck V-Day

All my life I relied on one thing and that one thing fucked me up even moreShe is tempting and promises things that'll never happen of that I'm sureYears I've wasted waiting for her to come through f...
Posted by h.t.l.r. on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 03:47:00 PST

On the way upstate...

On the way upstate, roughly 40 minutes after we passed Albany... or was it 40 minutes before Albany... anyways that doesn't matter, my thought process is totally fucked by that time anyway because I'...
Posted by h.t.l.r. on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 02:31:00 PST

Make Me Believe.

Throw away my dreams.This fight for my life isn't getting behind me.And I've been told to scream,where no one can hear me... it doesn't mean a thing.So make me believe,just take me away from this hel...
Posted by h.t.l.r. on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 07:36:00 PST

Uncle Chris in the House

Like to inform everyone who might have not yet heard... Joe and Lisa had their daughter, Rebecca Lynn Quick, Nov 21st 2006 weighing in at 8pounds 10oz's! She is a Mini Female Verson on Joe......
Posted by h.t.l.r. on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 09:21:00 PST