don't you hate it when your done so much to make people happy and they seem to disappoint u when u need them. every time could b the smallest thing like meeting u at your house or bringing u a bag of chips from the grocery store.....well guess what I've become one of those disappointed people. then u decide well if this is how they want to act then I'm not going to take this shit anymore....so suddenly they become angered with you and they don't have any clue why your acting like this....they seem to have forgotten all the broken promises and all the wrongs that they have done to you who has made u this thick skinned almost emotionless person. only emotional when joking or sarcasm joins my anger and hide the anger with the jokes and inside I'm dying to tell you off...so the jokes and sarcasm hold back the anger inside for the meanwhile. but sometimes things jus get too overwhelming and u bust into an angered soul that no one believes was possible from you.....this all has become the make up of my soul....this feeling not jus anger but again disappointment and depression from thinking about the past becomes so much more powerful that u cant control its become the reason why u cant think or focus or even be calm/patient.........damn this is getting out of control and because everyone around me has made me this way.well I hope u liked this updated me i could be the nicest person your ever met just don't disappoint me......