fuck. its danicia.

I am here for Friends

About Me

if youre feeling lucky.

im danicia.
the only thing that i could ever tell you about myself.
is that im not what you expect me to be.

Hobbies

running people off the road.

music

sounds that will make your ears bleed.

movies

nightmare causing movies.

tv

soap operas.

heroes

kevin rip. melina. doug.
kyle. micah. tara.
my cat dutchez.
and protein bars.
oh and cigarettes, marlboro menthols to be exact.

Home

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blog fuck.

My Interests

i believe ill unfold a story.
best left untold.

Music:

bright turns to grey.
and it seems like all this time.
you knew what to say.

Movies:

light of day breaks the chill of hate.
while life turns the blade.
and you felt the fear you feel everyday.

Television:

wake up tired.
broke up with myself.
dumb luck has expired.
could it be that nothings left to be.

Books:

a weakness mistook for a selfish embrace.
and the thoughts that youre thinking you just cant erase.
but intentions where not the smack in the face.
the thoughts just as bad but still second place.

Heroes:

your silence sounds hollow.
so ill scream even pray for tomorrow.
because i cant change yesterday.
after these years of gain.
i cant believe ive tossed it all away.

My Blog

wish you knew.

youre all i think about.when im awake.when i sleep.i dream about you. you drive me insane.i could explode.my heart races when im around you.when im away from you, i just cant seem to focus on anything...
Posted by fuck. its danicia. on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 08:38:00 PST

pills.

no longer do i take.no longer do i break.with this no longer crippled malfunctioned brain.no longer is the pain. i have no reason to swallow what i used to know.that raging ache, that wouldnt let go.t...
Posted by fuck. its danicia. on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 06:51:00 PST

darling. love. tragedy.

the things that have always came undone.dont come undone anymore.my scars, my wounds stay shut.and i believe that they will never be opened ever again. after so many years of hopeless, hope.that maybe...
Posted by fuck. its danicia. on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 10:50:00 PST

im the night in your moon.

ive been looking out the window repeatedly.the moon is fading into the clouds that have already faded.i see the stars, melting.the shadows of trees, dance along the broken ground.its getting darker. t...
Posted by fuck. its danicia. on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 07:53:00 PST

what can belong.

when it comes crashing down.im here.fall onto me.i will catch you. i will not let you hit the ground.i wont let your heart stop.i will not let you down. always holding your hand, am i.leading your dar...
Posted by fuck. its danicia. on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 09:08:00 PST

another day. another night.

your arms wrapped around my body.i cant move.your holding me. chocking me. drowning me.under this black water. im trying to break free from you. until this day.im broken.and you dont know.that i bleed...
Posted by fuck. its danicia. on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 12:18:00 PST

bite.

quite a fall from grace, i never found all that you saw.somethings out of place, my demise wont be a fall.i never saw your face, i only felt the bite of your world.cant keep up this pace, your morning...
Posted by fuck. its danicia. on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 09:32:00 PST

around this time two years ago.

i was just telling my mom about you. i had kept it a secret for months now. i remember all the things that tried to come between us. but we never let them. i remember how hard it was. you just do...
Posted by fuck. its danicia. on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 08:13:00 PST

wait. i dont need it.

i dont need help. i just need to live life and accept the things that happen to me. i realize that ive had a hard time with that for a while now. and i would get so mad at everyone and everything when...
Posted by fuck. its danicia. on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 06:55:00 PST

help.

im falling again.why is everything ok then all at once i want to cry and go running back. when i know i cant.i cant do this. i wish i didnt care so damn much i wish i never had any feelings for anyone...
Posted by fuck. its danicia. on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 10:09:00 PST