R.I.P to my only brother HAN
12/15/81-04/02/09
i dont even know where to start .. i miss u soo fuckin much !! the same day everything happened, in the morning u were callin me a homo remember ?? why cant u still be here ?! i never knew and i never wanted to know how it felt to lose someone you love especially a family member .. but i guess i know now huh ? im soo fuckin mad about this whole shit han u dont even know !! but i know what i feel cant even compare to what you felt .. me & mai was on the way to see you & i was tellin her when u get better ima bitch at you, but now i cant even do that cause your not here anymore .. we all thought that u were gonna be okay but i guess shit happens for a reason .. you use to call me your little brother cause im the tom boy in the house .. would always come outta nowhere and punch me for no reason .. whos gonna do all that now ? even tho ya hits hurt, ima miss it .. your my only brother, something i cant replace .. and even if i could replace you, i wouldnt .. i shoulda came downstairs when u were textin me that day just so i can see you smile & your eyes open for the last time .. i dont know what to do, say, or how to feel .. shit sucks without you .. & dont worry, ill try my best to help take care of anthony .. huyss i just dont know why it had to happen to you .. if it didnt happen i bet u would be sitting here on the sofa wit me right now .. im sorry for the pain u had to go through & i wish you didnt have to go through it .. i'd rather have all that happen to me instead of you cause you have a family of your own & i dont have no kids so yeah .. i know your lookin down here watchin over me & the family .. i hope your happy where your at .. & i cant wait until i meet u up there one day .. i miss you & i love you soo much & ill never ever forget you .
Tham
south phillydelphia =)
i only got a handful of people i call my friends .
i love my girls ;]
any questions or problems : message me
he's my ♥
we were never meant to be, babyy we just happened
i love my baberzz=)
even tho he's an asshole, hes my asshole .
& i wouldn't want it any other way =)
