On The Brink of Totality

On the off chance that you might be remotely interested in who I am and where this music comes from let me say this first and foremost; I feed off of and thrive on emotions, both positive and negative emotions. With out emotions we are not but beasts and with them we become greater than beast whether they be negative or positive emotions. This music is about anger and love and lust and hate and wrath and forgiveness but most of all it is about making and keeping a distinct record of who we are and where we are going. If you cannot forgive me for things that I may have said or done in the past then frankly you do not need to be anywhere near me, either in cyber space or in figurate space or in outerspace or innerspace. If you do not have it in you to learn from other people's mistakes and help them grow past what they have become then you need not apply for the next ten, twenty, fourty, eighty years of your life. And in fact I chose to end it at eighty because at this point I do not see too many of you making it past the one hundred mark. I intend to do so. But not as a withered and beat up bag of bones to where only strengths remains but not in a sufficient amount to actually break through and rejuvinate yourself. And to the elders who I stand face to face with whom have already begun the slow decent down into the grave I look to the skies and pray that I might be one to help you rise from that grave, either before or after you close your eyes and get that much needed rest. So in closing I say to you, life will go on as long as you want it to but it will not be handed to you. If you believe in the power of God and or Christ I ask you: "Why do you not have faith that if asked for your life to be extended beyond what is 'normal' he would grant it to you through grace and mercy?" and "Why would you not seek a way to undo not only your mistakes but the mistakes that plague our children and get passed down?" for if sin is inherited and causes death then a prayer asking for your life to be extended long enough to remove the things that cause our slow and painful deaths is the best thing that you can pray for at this moment. For any and everyone who claims to be a Christain, the calling and the time is now. What gift will you give to your God as a sacrifice? May Peace and Loving Kindness Be Upon You.