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and then i woke up

About Me

alright....this is me My name is Amber, I work and I take care of my daughter. I am a single mother and I love my daughter more than anything in the world! I am of course single. Thought I found someone....turned out I was wrong. I just recently found out how strong of a person I am. I lost my mother not long ago to breast cancer. She was my best friend. I dont trust anyone. I dont have many friends. I have been through hell and back this year and I am waiting for someone to come along and make me smile again. If you think you got it...hit me up. Other than that....Im just me.ME: i am not going to be your dream come true im not gorgeous, just normal on good days i cant cook, but im trying to learn im a single mother, wouldnt ask for anything more im a daddy's girl, although my mother was my best friend i dont dress preppy, or gangsta, or emo i dont ride wanamaker to try and be cute i eat sushi i respect cancer survivors more than anyone else i hate george bush i love my daughter im in love with a boy, but im also stuck i would give anything to see my mother again i no longer believe in 'love can conquer anything' life is short, you never know what will happen MyGen Profile GeneratorExtended Network Banner made with MyBannerMaker.com! Click here to make your own!

My Interests

I may be emotional but I'm not weak.. it takes a strong person to have the courage to cry

I'd like to meet:

where are my fairies && pixie dust

Music:

LADIES VS. HOESLADIES get respect, BUT HOES get wat they deserve LADIES get catered 2, BUT HOES gotta serveLADIES stand by their man, BUT HOES got anotha one on the side LADIES wanna make luv, BUT HOES just wanna rideLADIES tell the truth, BUT HOES lie all the time LADIES are sexy, classy, and smart, BUT HOES r just fineLADIES got they own car, BUT HOES need a oil change LADIES shoot the target, BUT HOES get out of rangeLADIES want a husband, BUT HOES want a thug LADIES want success, BUT HOES want a car wit dubbsLADIES have children, BUT HOES get knockd up LADIES care for others, BUT HOES just don't give a fuckLADIES go 2 college, BUT HOES go 2 jail LADIES appreciate this poem, BUT HOES r mad as hell

Books:

the cosmo... i know im a book worm huh

Heroes:

my beautiful mother who lost her long fight to breast cancer on May 26th 2006. She was the strongest and most beautiful woman I know and will ever know and I miss her more than I could ever express.

My Blog

once again

so ive been thinkin...well, ive been crying....and thinking....and Im done crying, not sure about the thinking part. I figured it out. Nothing to me was EVER EVER worth loosing James. Nothing. But I w...
Posted by ♥uAlMuBvEmRe♥ on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 10:32:00 PST

TODAY!!!!!

hello all the readers of the blog hmmm sounded good MAN!!! today i just really did not want to drop jai'den rae off... I just wanted to bring her to work with me!!! and now i mis her like crazy! Its w...
Posted by ♥uAlMuBvEmRe♥ on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 07:39:00 PST

AHHH

im cutting my hair!!!! this could get ugly!!! or cute whichever we will see!!!! oh im nervous you guys send me some good vibes
Posted by ♥uAlMuBvEmRe♥ on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 08:58:00 PST

Dear Mom

Dear Mom,         Its almost been 5 months since you left us. Somedays I just want to curl up in a ball and dream because I know thats the only way that I will ...
Posted by ♥uAlMuBvEmRe♥ on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 04:06:00 PST

my baby

hey therei was watching this show on the discover channel this morning and it was about babies that have rare diseases and things like that... this little boy had a disease that only happens in 1 out ...
Posted by ♥uAlMuBvEmRe♥ on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 12:37:00 PST

life happens

life happens!!! Monday morning I was taking Jessica to work and I decided to go the back way (which I usually always do but that morning I was thinking that I should just go straight) anyways, I turne...
Posted by ♥uAlMuBvEmRe♥ on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 06:59:00 PST

took long enough!!! but its finally here

My mom passed away on May 26th... they just put her grave stone out today!!! They lost paperwork and all kinds of bullshit and really fucked us over on getting it done but it is finally there. Somethi...
Posted by ♥uAlMuBvEmRe♥ on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 05:13:00 PST

dreams/being a mom

ive always thought that you dont just dream about random things and latley i have been looking up what my dreams have meant. For a few nights I was having dreams that I was getting chased by an alliga...
Posted by ♥uAlMuBvEmRe♥ on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 10:42:00 PST

finally

FINALLY... I finally got to meet my baby girl! and she is perfect. My water broke around 10:30 amI got the the hospital around 11:45 amHad my baby at 4:30 pm Everything went perfect and so easily. I r...
Posted by ♥uAlMuBvEmRe♥ on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 12:31:00 PST

hmmmmm.....

hello bitches hmm so... ive pretty much been a little bit upset latley coz i have really missed my mom. I think it has alot to do with my pregnancy coming to an end and I have so many questions that a...
Posted by ♥uAlMuBvEmRe♥ on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 07:22:00 PST