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My life had stood a loaded gun

You can't spell AWESOME without ME but I sure as FUCK can spell it without you.

About Me


my website my house website 27 y/o college student, English major and History major, that's right, bitch, two at once. I am a twin. ( but dont hold that agianst me ) Jenne is my twin's wife and we used to date:-) I am currently working on a few books to let the world know how I feel. I am a hopeless romantic at heart and will always go the extra mile for someone I love. My family is very important to me and I would do anything for any of them. I can't wait untill I can have one of my own. Some day soon it will happen. Interest????? I have so many it's hard to pick any one out. It's easier to say what I don't like????? No that list would be too long too.

My Interests

Reading, Writting, Chess, Games that involve my mind, Bulding things and fixing things. I like to help my family with whatever I can. I don't watch much T.V. I spend most of my time reading and contimplating the finer points in life.

I'd like to meet:

I would love to meet Mark Twian, Shakspheare, Hemingway, Louise Carroll and Douglas Adams, all in a coffee shop chatting over my latest book (that hasn't been published yet). I don't want to meet disrespectful, no ball, pussy losers that have nothing better to do with there time except to fuck around with other peoples lives. Be afraid if you rubbed me or my family the wrong way and I find you in a dark alley, be very afraid. I may not look it, but I can and will fucking destroy you.

Music:

I listen to Everything I literaly mean EVERYTHING, except Avril because she's to punk for me.

Movies:

Clockwork Orange, Pulp Fiction, Swingers, old Kung Fu. Any old Sci-fi, Gore or Skin movies, and just about any B&W films.

Television:

Jackass

Books:

Too many to list. I want to be an English professor, what did you expect?

Heroes:

Jenne and Rob, my Mom and Dad. Sinatra, Wayne Newton, The Nuge, and Myself ( if you cant belive in yourself who can you belive in ) . Oh yeah and The Bitchen Brandon Young, he's so fucking Emo he makes me look good. (just kidding Brando)

My Blog

So much out of so little

This is just to say I have eaten the plumbs that were in the ice box and which you were probably saving for breakfast Forgive me they were delicious so sweet and so cold     &n...
Posted by My life had stood a loaded gun on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 10:33:00 PST

Just a thought

What is history but lies agreed upon.
Posted by My life had stood a loaded gun on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 10:26:00 PST

Poetry anyone?

I have no life but this-To lead it here-  Nor any death-but lestDispelled from there-Nor tie to Earths to come-Nor action new-Except through this extent-The realm of you-   &n...
Posted by My life had stood a loaded gun on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 09:56:00 PST

Here the Frailest Leaves Of Me

Hear the frailest leaves of me and yet my strongest lasting,Here I shade and hide my thoughts, I myself do not expose them,And yet they expose me more than all my other poems.     ...
Posted by My life had stood a loaded gun on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 05:35:00 PST

A Smal Saying to Mend the Broken Hearted

Whatever our souls are made of yours and mine are of the same 
Posted by My life had stood a loaded gun on Fri, 25 Aug 2006 10:30:00 PST

Here I am, look at me in all of my hateful glory

Drunk, stupid, pity, and selfish. I think it's time to start planning my leave, not of this world, but of this place. Hopes and dreams disapate and agian I am left alone........brought by my own demis...
Posted by My life had stood a loaded gun on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 10:25:00 PST

What Do You Belive?

Tonight I was talking to the Matt, and we had a very insightful conversation about how to live your life. When it comes down to it, it all seems real simple like. The facts are as they stand: We don't...
Posted by My life had stood a loaded gun on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 08:23:00 PST

Party Party Party

Anyone up for a suicide party tonight I'll host and provide the means.....drugs weapons ect.... I have plenty to go around. If I dont answer the door that means I already started the party just come i...
Posted by My life had stood a loaded gun on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 05:37:00 PST

I Don't fucking know

Anytime that you can make a joke about someones mom it's awlays worth it. I get a lot of slack from the ones around me for always following my heart and it seems to get harder everyday. I can not stan...
Posted by My life had stood a loaded gun on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 09:15:00 PST

The Secret Society

Has anyone ever wanted to join a secret society? I have for one reason only, the secret hand shake. Up Down Left Left Right Right, Noob Noob Noob Boing..........(wait for it)..........OY. That's my wo...
Posted by My life had stood a loaded gun on Thu, 01 Jun 2006 09:39:00 PST