Lurk all you want
It doesn't matter what you think of me.
I don't need anyone's validation but my own, I have nothing to hide.
I am who I am...
I have come to learn a lot about myself and life and how things work.
Now I could try and go over everyhting I've learned but who wants to read all that?
Didn't think so....
Simply... I have lost a lot of people. People I loved and cared for. These people all taught me a lesson. No matter how much they hurt me there was a lesson to be learned. Nothing lasts forever, and that's ok. Life doesn't so neither will anything else. Things are forever changing but that is the joy in life. Is never knowing what is coming around the corner.
I am stronger than most people realize. I have a constant storm which rages inside of me. Yet my calm exterior fools those around me. Most of the time I can handle the storm do what needs to get done and move on. There are times when the storm becomes too much and a feel like everything is crashing in around me. This is when I turn to those who care about me for help.
I am strong willed and independant. Nothing can stop me from accomplishing a goal I have set. I am too stubborn too fail and too proud to quit.
There are those who run their mouths about me, and they can go ahead. Say what you will about me. I will not sit here and boost how you must be jealous of me yadda yadda yadda. That would be arrogant of me. I just say to you, that I'm sorry that you must talk badly about others to feel better about yourself. I hope that you do not keep that up long, it's a terrible way to live.
One of the most valueable lesson I have learned is: When you begin to take care of yourself, those people who you took care of hate you because you're making them do the same.
THINGS I LOVE..... In No particular order……
♥ I love dancing outside in the rain
♥ I love taking long drives to no where
♥ I love laffy taffy
♥ I love being right
♥ I love my family
♥ I love big hoop earrings
♥ I love watching the waves roll in
♥ I love singing to music in the car
♥ I love my friends
♥ I love text messaging
♥ I love to read
♥ I love Starbucks white mochas with raspberry
♥ I love learning new things
♥ I love playing dominoes
♥ I love camping
♥ I love stuffed animals
♥ I love getting my nails done
♥ I love talking with my mom
♥ I love watching movies at home
♥ I love hookah
♥ I love pop tarts
♥ I love to swim
♥ I love home cooked meals
♥ I love purses
♥ I love pizookies
♥ I love hanging out with my brother
♥ I love the way my boyfriend looks at me
♥ I love to bake
♥ I love my best friend Jamie
♥ I love post-it notes
♥ I love line dancing
♥ I love listening to my dads stories
♥ I love taking pictures
♥ I love comic strips
♥ I love board games
♥ I love playing Rummy
♥ I love waking up with the sun shining in my window
♥ I love to watch clouds float by
♥ I love Kraft Mac and Cheese
♥ I love visiting with family
♥ I love snow
♥ I love horseback riding
♥ I love musicals
♥ I love to act
♥ I love the feel of a shower after a long day
♥ I love to cuddle
♥ I love being in the mountains
♥ I love staring at the stars
♥ I love to doodle
♥ I love history
♥ I love flip flops
♥ I love children
♥ I love the elizabethian era
♥ I love icons
♥ I love inspirational quotes
♥ I love empowering music
♥ I love getting dressed up for no reason
♥ I love snow globes
♥ I love reading my old journal entries
♥ I love Chapstick
♥ I love candles
♥ I love losing track of time with good friends
♥ I love lavender roses
♥ I love Dr Pepper
♥ I love to cross stitch
♥ I love knowing that there are still good people
♥ I love holding hands
♥ I love looking at yearbooks
♥ I love realizing that growing up isn’t all that bad
♥ I love reconnecting with people
♥ I love jelly bellys
♥ I love using big words that confuse people
♥ I love poetry
♥ I love America’s soldiers
♥ I love black and white films
♥ I love Super Bowl Sunday
♥ I love getting my hair done
♥ I love kissing my boyfriend
♥ I love big sweatshirts
♥ I love not following fashion
♥ I love cars
♥ I love Sleeping Beauty
♥ I love Classic Rock
♥ I love ballet
♥ I love swings
♥ I love fresh warm cookies
♥ I love cartoons
♥ I love the smell right after it rains
♥ I love stars
♥ I love HUGS
♥ I love sunsets
♥ I love kissy faces
♥ I love ballroom dancing
♥ I love fishing
♥ I love working on cars
♥ I love fuzzy blankets
♥ I love tattoos
♥ I love to day dream
♥ I love puppies
♥ I love slinkys
♥ I love weddings
♥ I love string cheese
♥ I love picnics
♥ I love trucks
♥ I love shopping for school supplies
♥ I love jeans
♥ I love roller coasters
♥ I love bangle bracelets
♥ I love road trips
♥ I love night time
♥ I love 4 poster canopy beds
♥ I love sight seeing
♥ I love my car
♥ I love country music
♥ I love bon fires
♥ I love souvenirs
♥ I love surprising people
♥ I love writing letters
♥ I love silence in a chaotic world
♥ I love miniature golf
♥ I love paintings
♥ I love gardens
♥ I love Prince
♥ I love being culturally aware
♥ I love watching live bands
♥ I love butterflies
♥ I love being totally random
Just to name a few………
Here are some of my favorite quotes
Things I try to remember in my day to day life
"Stick to three concepts. You cant help everyone. You cant change everything. Not everyone is going to love you."
"Music speaks for the soul, when the soul cant speak for itself."
"one can not step twice into the same river, for the water into which you first stepped has flown on"
"Character is like a photograph, it develops in the dark."
"Learning to embrace and dance with change allows you to create a life of accomplishment and exhiliration."
"A ship in the Harbor is safe, but thats not what its made for."
"Every single day we can make our lives brand new. We can be the best we can be...... Know that if you lift yourself up and dust yourself off, you'll find a better you underneath"
"People who succeed speak well of themselves."
"Everyone has talent. What is rare is the courage to follow the talent to the dark place where it leads. "
"The problem in front of you is never as great as the power behind you."
"God sometimes does for us what we cannot do for ourselves and saves us from our own angry folly."
" Courage is fear that has said it's prayers."
"Too many women in too many countries speak the same language............ Silence."
"More than one woman since Lot's wife has betrayed herself by looking back."