And I find it kinda funny,
I find it kinda sad,
The dreams in which I'm dying,
Are the best I've ever had.Message Me.
Add Me.I'm gonna party like a rockstar, hit a bunch of strip bars, wake up naked in a hotel room, throw my TV out the window, smoke a bunch of endo, anything to get my mind off of you, find a telephone pole to wrap around my car.
I wish I could I could have quit you.
I wish I never missed you,
And told you that I loved you, every time I fucked you.
The future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through.
Obsessed with the thought of you, the pain just grew and grew!
How could you do this to me?
Look at what I made for you, it never was enough and the world is what I gave to you.
I used to be love struck; now I'm just fucked up.
Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts.
Loaded words and Loaded friends, are loaded guns to our heads.
I'm not ready to make nice, I'm not ready to back down, I'm still mad as hell and, I don't have time to go round and round and round, It's too late to make it right, I probably wouldn't if I could, 'Cause I'm mad as hell, Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should.