and baby, this won't get any easier.
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jah-love.<;
You stop agonizing for a while
Thinking that maybe life’s true
Essence has risen to the
Top (temporarily)
Or that a minor decency,
A minor sensibility
Has taken a gentle
Hold.
But it’s illusion, all
Illusion:
The crap is still crap,
The old structure remains
firmly
In place,
You’re going to have to
Endure
The same hollow ghosts
Of love,
The same cardboard
Faces,
The same eyeless
Eyes,
The old dark,
The same old dark,
The same knock
On the door
With nobody on the
Other
Side.
We are not without
Joy,
We have what we
Need here,
And my wish is simple
Enough,
Although it may
Not be granted:
That the living dead
Of this life
Will not soon
Die
And the follow,
After the graciousness
Of death
Hopefully rescues me
From the monstrous
Weight of
The drizzling
Suckerfish
Nightmare.