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About Me

I am hard to describe. I love to walk in the rain wind and nigh. I have taken a lover, not quite mortal in her grace. she is darkly exquisite. love music. I love to travel i have travelled through Europe and asia. Germany is close to my heart.I am a pixie prince of sort. I like to dance. I love my friends, family. I have the O-C-C-A-S-I-O-N-A-L mood swing ^_^Gothic Cathedrals are the most wonder filled beautiful places on earth. I am a history fanatic. I like The Roman Empire, The Celts, Nazi Germany , WWII, WWI. Religion both fascinates and repulses me.Fantasies I live in them. I love art, culture, drawing, I love beauty I strive for it in all aspects of life. I surf, i work at a restaurant. I need change always sometimes it feels empty, it is when i feel everything wants to be moved i begin to worry. I have a very different perspective on life myself and others. Never quite logical but my logic it is. I want total unbridled world domination.I like to workout and be healthy.I like Playing my turntables, Playing guitar. Interesting clothing. Interesting people. Vampyres entice me, I love boots, leather bound kisses..naughty pleasures perhaps. I love indulging in them. I hate the love that is of myself bound. I believe in the strength of the willI am obsessed with knowledge. I have a strong belief in Honour and Valour. I practise tarot. I believe in magick, faeries, elves and science of lifes magick I like butterflies, incense, corsets, massages, coffee, rain, the cold, jewellery, red wine, antique pocket watches and furniture. Juliette is my lover my passion.. Layout made byI see beauty in death, blood and pain. I see beauty in most things. Death in all things.

My Interests

Chain me to your mind. Tear me bind me take my life. Put your needles in my eyes and drain me. Choking on blood i will never lose happiness for you will be the one who suffers no matter what you do to me you will never take my hope my love and my strength of will. My words they ar emy own..

I'd like to meet:

Hans Rudi Giger, Albert Speer

Music:

I love Music. Im a Vinyl Dj, and i play bass guitar. ~BloodFLower~ My favourite bands "Rammstein" & Marilyn Manson, Dimmu Borgir, Cradle of Filth,London After Midnight, Children of Bodom, Sepultura, Murder dolls John 5, Nightwish, Metallica,Wednesday 13th, Within Temptation,Wumpscut, Lamb of God, Chimira, Letzte Instanz, Carnival, H.I.M, KoRn,Incubis, Zeromancer, Placebo Eisbrecher, Slipknot, Suicide Commando, Deftones,In Strict Confidence, Disturbed, Nine Inch Nails, The Doors, Blutengel, Juli, Die Totenhosen, Astrix,Infected Mushroom, Digital Shaman, EMS, GMS, Ayria, T.A.N.K, VNV Nation, Autolyse,Project 2501, COMBICHRIST, Tanzwurt, Death Metal, progressive Metal etc. I am open to all music , i love classical very much. Schubert, Bach, Beethoven, Vivaldi, Mozart, Pachabel.I listen to a lot of industrial Psytrance and EBM. Inject the bass into my veins the electic vibe pulsating consumates my dark desires, my eyes glaze over, then darkness envelopes all i must dance or i will die.The only music i hate is Country music i hope it dies painfully

Movies:

Amelie Downfall Before The Fall American History X Queen of The Damned Romeo + Juliet Underworld Lord of the Rings Triology Harry Potter Brotherhood of the wolf Fourseasons Many Many More, i watch a lot of Films. German Films Foreign Films in general Films with delectable passion and despairUSW Anime; Blood+, Eureka 7

Television:

SBS,ABC, Anime

MySpace Avatars Lyrics

Books:

I like reading Sara Douglas Wilbur Smith Tobsha Learner Friedrich Nietzsche Rudolf Steiner Goethe Philosophy Fantasy Anything that takes my luscious fancy I am fascinated/obsessed by Nazi Germany...........im not a neo-nazi, or facist or a Marxist hating fascist neo-nazi I will aspire to study it with my history degree at uni. Butterflies in a pool of gore Hearts illspent wings crushed in the hands of the foolish All love is beautiful yet bloody Pain, passions mask tortured kisses placed upon bruised lips Choking tighter and tighter around her neck blood gushes Tears fall Life is precious A soul is all we have of worth A heart is all we have of use To be kissed upon bruised lips R(a)phael Wishing for youxoxoxo

Heroes:

All who are truly themselves whatever the cost
Your Brain is 87% Female, 13% Male
You have the brain of a girly girl
Which isn't a bad thing at all
You're emphatetic, caring, and in tune with emotions.
You're a good friend and give great advice. What Gender Is Your Brain?
Libra - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:
You are open minded enough to date outside your typical "type" ... successfully!
You are diplomatic - and likely to end a fight instead of dragging things out.
You are easily loyal and faithful, but only for the right person.
Your negative traits:
You're a bit gullible, and partners take advantage of you. You still may not know it.
You find it difficult to decide where to go to dinner, what movie to watch, who to date...
You have to be in a relationship, or else you just don't feel like yourself.
Your ideal partner:
A smooth talker who enjoys socializing as much as you to.
Someone classy and cultured who knows which wine to order with dinner.
Is beautiful to you - although not necessarily attractive in the traditional sense.
Your dating style:
Romantic. If your date comes bearing flowers, wine, and poetry... well, your heart soars.
Your seduction style:
Giving. Your lover's pleasure is as important as your own.
Soft and sensual - you don't like anything to be rough.
Extravagant ... your fantasy involves staying at a five star hotel with your love.
Tips for the future:
Don't be so quick to compromise in relationships - and you'll get taken advantage of yes.
Try being single for a while. Seems impossible, but you'll learn so much about yourself from doing so.
Make some decisions about your romantic life, right now. You'll be happy that you did.
Best color to attract mate: Green
Best day for a date: Wednesday What's Your Love Profile?

My Blog

love of addiction

Gushing red on the floora flowers blossom ripped from stemIts beauty swept in a sea of lust Fluttering petals falling enveloping usExposed to joy he whom did not smileWalks through the unknown,&...
Posted by Remember me when u were the one that dreamed on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 04:25:00 PST

Awakening

The warmth of her lipsAwoken to loveThe angels wings now soarHigher than the heavensBlessed with anotherAngels, without love dieFor their wings will never take flightYearning to embraceI n the arms of...
Posted by Remember me when u were the one that dreamed on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 04:09:00 PST

Angel

Stitching me togetherBinding me in leatherPiece by piece Flesh on fleshOne creates an angelIts wings soaked in goreBlood trickles apon the floorBreathing the angel gasps and moansIts wings they do tor...
Posted by Remember me when u were the one that dreamed on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 03:59:00 PST

Quote the inner truths

I am the knife you drag across your bloody wrists whilst condemning the suicide of others. R(a)phael
Posted by Remember me when u were the one that dreamed on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 11:25:00 PST

"The Machine"

"The Machine""The machine it rips and moans as it harvests our flesh.Our frail bodies torn apart piece by piece.This relentless killing machine, stitching just to tear us apart again and again.It's bi...
Posted by Remember me when u were the one that dreamed on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 07:43:00 PST

I have nothing left to feel

When I have nothing left to feel When I have nothing left to say I'll just let this slip away I feel these engines power down I feel this heart begin to bleed as I turn this burning page Plea...
Posted by Remember me when u were the one that dreamed on Sat, 09 Sep 2006 06:23:00 PST

Concepts of a misguided mind

Misanthropia consumates the misguided mind. Death what do we know about death, it is but another path entirely unavoidable. Fearfull? why not our entire lives are controlled by this fear, it is but al...
Posted by Remember me when u were the one that dreamed on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 06:01:00 PST