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About Me

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~my life was planned out for me and i went along with all the bullshit. this past year was my breaking lose and doing what i wanted to do. for as long as i can remember i studied astronomy/astrophysics. hell i wanted to go to cornell or one of those well to do colleges too. now i'm a hs grad and moving on with my life; studying art, photography and just about anything that intrests me. to me, my life is pretty damn boring and i know plenty others might think so too. i like reading, writing, taking pictures of people and sharing my life with the few that are remotely interested. i'm all for making more friends, i know i need them these days, seeing as everyone's moving away. as for the drinking and smoking, its rare; i either don't have the money, the time, the people, or have to work. in appearance i am kind of odd. i have 19 piercings, 3 tattoos, use to have dreads, and sure to add to that list in the future. i make clothes, jewlery, whatever anyone seems to think that i can make . . .so, yeah, i'll shut up now . . . want to know anything else about me go ahead and contact me one way or another . . .aol: preluded trajedy yahoo: xxstolendreamsxxi take pictures. i usually post 'em on my lj, so check 'em out. http://daydreampunk.livejournal.com/
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My Interests

reading, writing, drawing, crafty stuff n puzzles.its always fun too hang out n watch movies, go camping, and hang out with friends.

I'd like to meet:

someone thats fun and interesting. too many people have a copycat personality or no personality at all. if you're the party type and like going out and doing stuff thats always a plus. someone that doesn't mind me taking their picture is good too, i could always use a muse or even just a person to hang out with on my days off . . . .

Music:

12stones, de la garza, blues traveler, janis joplin, allman bros, jimi hendrix, linkin park, frankee, drowning pool, hinder, slipknot, rob zombie . . . basically anything of the hippy n rock genre. honestly, i listen to the beat n rythem of a song before i listen to lyrics.

Movies:

gilbert grape, the united states leland, the believer, may, manic, reign over me, white oleander, kids, lord of war . . .

Television:

gramps playin the drums . . . . he's still got it ! just proves i come from a long line of musicians . . .transparent"

Books:

diary of a drug fiend, running with scissors, america the beautiful, catcher and the rye, wicked, breaking open the head. . . . .

My Blog

at my breaking point

i can't carry all this pressure. it's wearing on me to no end. i get so much pressure and bullshit put on me at work. i have non-stop phone calls and text messages from people asking me how my mom is ...
Posted by emmers on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 06:14:00 PST

insomnia

this is the start of week 4 of next to no sleep. tonight is the worst though. usually i fall asleep about 1am. right now its 3am. what's weird is that i had an insomnia phase in high school. i use to ...
Posted by emmers on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 12:08:00 PST

just a lil update on my current standing

as many of you know, i quit my job at dunkin and started else where soon after. i'm now working at Herb Philipson's. its actually kinda kewl. i started out as a cashier and now (about) a month into th...
Posted by emmers on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 06:06:00 PST

lost n lonely

i've come to the conclusion that my life has just gone to hell. i don't see friends and family, let alone talk to them. i'm always at work, and even that is draining. the only time i see my mom is if ...
Posted by emmers on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 09:19:00 PST

i had too much time to think about all thats wrong . . .

i obviously had too much time to think this weekend. the only reason i'm still smoking those damn cloves is 'cause i don't have someone around to rip the damn things out of my mouth everytime i ...
Posted by emmers on Tue, 29 May 2007 07:36:00 PST

i miss my dreadies . . .

oh how i miss them. i have to agree, they did look pretty snazzy. but at times i didn't know what to think - yeah i look good with dreads, its not really normal (nor am i) but then agin, going out in ...
Posted by emmers on Sat, 19 May 2007 11:44:00 PST

parties can start out fun . . .

girls have it tough. you can all believe me, or you can't. but at this point it needs to be talked about. i went to a friends birthday part a year or so ago. i had a good time, got drunk, and t...
Posted by emmers on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 09:18:00 PST

The U.S. Army is fucked up

I've never really had any opinion towards the government. but at this point i'm just pissed off. every week they push the deployment a month sooner. thats bullshit. do really good and we'll make a you...
Posted by emmers on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 03:58:00 PST

pathetic

its really pathetic when youcome to the realization that you're really truly alone in the world. you move out, start your own life, meet tons of people, but in the end there's no one. no one to...
Posted by emmers on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 05:43:00 PST

a very good day

other than my constant coughing and inability to breathe i had a good day work went by fast. i usually check my mailbox when i get home and yeah there's usually nothing there but to my surprise i...
Posted by emmers on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 04:29:00 PST