About Me

Each of us has his own special gift and you know this was meant to be true. And if you don't under estimate me, I won't under estimate you. - Bob Dylan

i'm cailee.say it[kay.lee],or don't say it at all.
some just call me hardcore.
i wish i had my own narrator that followed me around and recited even the most mundane parts of my life.
i like movies that are soo bad, they're good.
i like to CREATE.
vintage makes me happy.
i have an open mind.
i wear my sunglasses at night
i am hopelessly hopeful.
knowledge IS power.
i appreciate the little things in life.
i have an ecclectic personality.
i'll try anything twice
i have a big heart,but i can be a brutally cold.
i try to trust people and be open. but it takes alot to get into my life.
i have a million ideas..but never get started on even ONE.

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

He's the yellow bird that I've been waiting for.

My Blog

el lobo

so it's been awhile, and if i had the time i could tell a story or two but, i won't.i have learned that nothing is easy.it's not usually fair.no, they don't owe you an explanation.one heart can hold a...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Jul 2009 21:42:00 GMT

el lobo

the inbetween

I have a lot of big decisions to make. I can do what is right, or I can do what my heart wants. Either way, a lot is about to change in my little world. Its stimulating and stalling all at once. M...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Feb 2009 20:38:00 GMT

breathing.

I'm cautiously stepping forward one inch at a time.
Posted by on Sat, 14 Feb 2009 00:45:00 GMT

the movement of a hand waving goodbye

my heart had been that primary colored ballon bobbing in the sky, but surely starts to plummet as the air is taken from it.. i'm completely deflated. i had something, good. something i was gleaming ea...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Feb 2009 12:46:00 GMT

a yellow bird takes flight

I have been through alot of very,very difficult things in my life.And i have made it through to see another day. sometimes i may find myself under the current, gulping the icy water, but i always mana...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Oct 2008 18:40:00 GMT

on fire

okay, i've started this first sentence over about twenty times now... what comes out is either to cheesy or to vauge. I guess that words are inadequate to describe all the things i'm going through and...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Oct 2008 19:57:00 GMT

beethoven was a ladykiller

the most beautiful thing i've read to date. Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hea...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Oct 2008 05:23:00 GMT

a change of pace

i am really happy. for once i can say that without following it with "but". There are alot of changes happening in my life, and even more changes i'm starting to plan for;but they're all go...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Sep 2008 01:54:00 GMT

the jumpoff

i guess that i'm a happier person recently than i have been forawhile now. it's just, the negative waves of shit i had been feeling are finally starting to ebb and flow away. i don't feel as hurr...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 01:21:00 GMT