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lila/talu

About Me


Love you.... and you!!!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

still on the wheel ?........



Dedication

You whom I could not save
Listen to me.
Try to understand this simple speech as I would be ashamed of another.
I swear, there is in me no wizardry of words.
I speak to you with silence like a cloud or a tree.
What strengthened me, for you was lethal.
You mixed up farewell to an epoch with the beginning
of a new one,
Inspiration of hatred with lyrical beauty,
Blind force with accomplished shape.
Here is the valley of shallow Polish rivers. And an immense bridge
Going into white fog. Here is a broken city,
And the wind throws the screams of gulls on your grave
When I am talking with you.
What is poetry which does not save
Nations or people?
A connivance with official lies,
A song of drunkards whose throats will be cut in a moment,
Readings for sophomore girls.
That I wanted good poetry without knowing it,
That I discovered, late, its salutary aim,
In this and only this I find salvation.
They used to pour millet on graves or poppy seeds
To feed the dead who would come disguised as birds.
I put this book here for you, who once lived
So that you should visit us no more.
Czeslaw Milosz, Warsaw.

My Blog

animate....deviate......demonstrate.....wain...

worths fickle notion truth evading the catchingone days farmingnext days pyreI bring you bitter tobacco...you smoke it to distracted musicYou whine about an uneven line....I, whilst drawing schedules ...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 09:55:00 GMT

huver bird

...dont know what to make of you ..little huver hover bird halo whorl... finger whorl......the difference in our genes... luggage lost in an airport.......grief avoided..just echoed in those blank spa...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 13:54:00 GMT

...coming away from you.....poor motherless Freud....and his Jesuitifying machismo...

"One may not reach the dawn save by the path of the night." G.Greer and so we let you kneel with your beautiful mothers 40-something thighs and take off his shoes.. and recieve no thanks.... no blushe...
Posted by on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 10:00:00 GMT

....miners callig "time"

..> .......and so there is one drunkard down.....                           &...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 03:30:00 GMT

the cowboy....cruel...and the clematis strangle hold

Dirty sets of knives&crude silk fabrics painting the furniture and smiles ..dripping liquid "sly" all over the room.. Tonight, sylfen and bleeding&&only bleeding like an animal& Leaking to fill the sp...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 18:32:00 GMT

Arash........

  For Max, Maddi, Adrian, Claudia, Emma and Daniel.. For Joshie, Sophie; and the way you once were..... and the gentleman Ash......halfway down river.......His ghost shedding light on the streets...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 18:25:00 GMT

....Backbone...smoke..the picture book

we see you leaning out... the car door is open....knowing your face I take no time Time takes me through the pages of our picture book in 30 seconds flat.... salt in the air.... you blink at me .... ...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 11:18:00 GMT

......Geryons Island

......on Geryons Island you can spill the ways to content.....   and never see them again.......until a well-meaning recycler   Spill the cyclical ways of "happy", Inky silk-worm blood...
Posted by on Fri, 11 May 2007 19:08:00 GMT

etchings in the trying.....trains

....temple structures..................passing by.. surprising squallor......and then                     ...
Posted by on Tue, 01 May 2007 14:54:00 GMT

......growing one

ripped flesh is only really ripped   if it isnt wanted for food. Torn, masticated.......erroded....corrosive of each other... capped...stalked, circumcised. It is enough to be human. It is enough...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 18:26:00 GMT