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According to John I am a "wild and crazy religious singing chick with a cute face and a rad hairdo!"I like sports -but I'm not a jock. I love to go camping, play at the park, swim in the lake, and veg out in my backyard - but I am not an outdoors person. I'm a windows down kinda gal - but prefer a motorcycle over a car any day. I'm bubbly, outgoing, energetic, and friendly - but I am shy. I love to sing - but I've heard better. I love to dance - but alas - I am white. I am the baby of three - yet experiences of life have given me an old soul. My life is an open book - but some chapters are invisable. I am a leader, but hate centerstage. I am a follower - but would rather lead. I make friends easily - but choose carefully. I give and love unconditionally - yet I am wary of others that do so. I am my best friend - and my worst enemy. I have faith in Him - yet worry. I believe in love - yet fear I will miserably fail at it. The beauty of the world can bring me to tears in an instant - yet I take it for granted daily. I am human complete with faults and imperfections - yet want to appear put together.To me, the world is my stage; this life, my journey - not my destination; no dress rehersals or second takes. I desire to live it to the fullest as a complete and whole woman. To let go, take chances, and jump when I can't see what lies ahead. Life is full of wonder....miracles... magic...beautiful creatures great and small.....I just want to see it all with my eyes wide open and my arms stretched out embracing it......
Get a scroller sign at http://www.AceLayouts.com!I am a very curious person...I sometimes wish I had gone into the military after high school...I wish upon stars all the time...i believe in miracles...I believe you fall in love with a person's heart - not their race,religion,or sex...I have found peace from the past and hope for the future...and I cherish the present...yelling scares me and sends me into protection mode...I love tuna sandwhiches...I like playing in the rain but I am terrified of storms...I love sweets...I love quotes and have them posted everywhere...I believe everyone deserves to be loved...I would like to find the time to volunteer for a shelter for battered women and children...I am very senstive...I long to know my mother's heart...I wish my sisters and I were all closer...I believe in the power of forgiveness...watching and reading the news normally makes me sad...friendships are in the top 3 of importance because sometimes they can be the only family you believe you have...I miss eating oreo cookies with milk...but eating healthy makes me feel better...my favorite color is hot pink but I can count on one hand how many things I own that color...I always swallow my gum...my other favorite colors are red,black,and white and those are the colors of my room...I am ready to be married and have a family...I wish my own family took me seriously...I have 8 tattoos...I hate when people tell me I'm young and have my whole life ahead of me - they don't know me or my story...I am a hopeless romantic...I love animals...I love pasta...I love Italian anything - especially men...I date shorter men and love it...I believe there is one person out there who is my everything that is anything...