Kimberli

Layout Provided By FreeCodeSource.com - Myspace LayoutsI have reached a crossroad in my life, which is confusing yet exciting. For the past six years I have led an existance that I have only recentle realised has been superficial and has dug me into a hole of deep unhappiness.I am now on a journey of self discovery. I used to think that life was all about walking into a nightclub and knowing everyone. I thought that being a 'trashbag' was cool. I would prance around, lil miss. blonde promo model, and get my self-worth from what clothes I was wearing or how much attention I was getting from males that were even more confused and lost than me.When I initially realised how wrong I'd been in what I'd been aiming for, I was absolutely miserable, as I thought I'd had wasted so much time.. time I wouldn't ever get back. At the age of 23, I have dabbled in drugs, suffered an eating disorder, been engaged and nearly married, and battled depression. However, I have realised that everything in life happens for a reason, and as long as you learn from everything that you go through, you can't call it a regret. So many people see me as a bimbo party girl with no cares in the world except what guest list I'm on...hopefully this new 'about me' shows you a bit more.I wear my heart on my sleeve, make the wrong choices sometimes, and am one of those people that always have to learn everything the hard way - which is sometimes frustrating to not only me, but those that are close to me. Having said that, I love life, and am not ashamed of the mistakes I've made, as I can feel myself changing for the better, becoming more self aware, and realising that there is so much more to life than the standard working 9-5 monday to friday and then getting f*cked up on the weekends, which is what the average person does.I love life, for all its beauty and sadness. I want to be the best person I can be, both to myself and other people. I want to meet people who seek the same thing."How is one to live a moral and compassionate existence when one is fully aware of the blood, the horror inherent in life, when one finds darkness not only in one's culture but within oneself? If there is a stage at which an individual life becomes truly adult, it must be when one grasps the irony in its unfolding and accepts responsibility for a life lived in the midst of such paradox. One must live in the middle of contradiction, because if all contradiction were eliminated at once life would collapse. There are simply no answers to some of the great pressing questions. You continue to live them out, making your life a worthy expression of leaning into the light." Barry Lopez.
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