Yeah, that's right. I got two kids, Carlos Daniel and Mayra Isabel. They are my everything. To live life is to suffer, but when you're willing to struggle for survival, it cuz you've found something worth the pain you endure in life. And this is what my kids are to me. As long as I got them, I can take anything this fucked up world can dish out at me. Due to the hand life dealt me, I'm now a part time dad... but I got their names inked up on me as a constant reminder that they are always with me. Every decision I make affects them in one way or another. I ain't perfect, sure I'm gonna stumble and fall, but everytime I will get back up, dust myself off, and continue the fight. My main goal in life is to set a good example for both of them and to teach my son how to be a man and be a good dad to my daughter.
I love lowriding. I've had a passion for it since forever. Well actually since 94'. I remember pickin up my first issue of Lowrider Magazine at my primo's house... it was the one with Dazza on the cover hittin the switches. I've loved lowriding so much, that I even started up the car club "Freestyle Dynasty" which I handed leadership over to a close homie of mine. But since I left, it slowly started falling apart. It hurt to see something you put so much time, love, effort, and passion in to, just fall apart. But that's life. But as life, the rainbow shines after the storm. Some homies from Freestyle Dynasty hit me back up and we got Sacred Bonds rollin stronger than ever. Again I founded this club and created the logo. I fixing up my current car- an 85' Chevy Monte Carlo and pimpin it out clean as f*ck. I'm gonna go with a dark green/light green schematic and give it a Hollywood Top, suicide doors, and a front end tilt for the hood. And once completed, I'm gonna name it
"Desire & Disgust"
Back in the day I also used to love drawing & writing poetry. I kinda quit doing it for a while... but I'm trying to find my groove again. I don't know why I quit doing it... but I'm gonna start it up again. It used to help me relax. So I went out and bought me a Sketch Diary, and I've been droppin lil' pieces into it. One sketch was just a bullshit logo, which inturn (with work) has become my car club's new logo! I'm still droppin sketches here and there.
I'd like to meet:
I'M A STRAIGHT UP PIMP,
FUCK BEING A PLAYER.
A PLAYER MIGHT HAVE 2 CHICKS,
BUT THEY AIN'T WILLIN TO SHARE.
SO A PLAYER SPITS LIES & TRIES,
ANYTHING TO BE SLICK.
FAKE MOTHERFUCKERS LIKE THAT,
STEADILY MAKE ME SICK!
SO I STAY PIMPIN,
EVEN THOUGH IT AIN'T EAZY.
MY CHICKS DOWN FOR A 3-WAY
AND GAME TO STRAIGHT PLEASE ME!
"EVERY KING NEEDZ A QUEEN"
Movies:
adopt your own virtual pet!
Books:
WEED
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Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow,
we must fail in order to know,
Sometimes our vision clears only after our eyes are washed away with tears...
You have to take the good with the bad,
smile with the sad,
love what you've got,
and remember what you had.
Always forgive,
but never forget,
learn from your mistakes,
but never regret.
People change, Things go wrong,
but just remember life goes on...Be exactly who you want to be,
do what you want to do,
I am he and she is she,
but you're the only you,
No one else has got your eyes,
or can see the things you see,
It's up to you to change your life,
and my life's up to me,
The problems that you suffer from,
are problems that you make,
The shit we have to climb through,
is the shit we choose to take,
If you don't like the life you live,
change it now it's yours...
Heroes:
I don't give a damn if someone calls this cheesey... it's the truth. My Dad... Mi Padre... Mi Jefito is my hero. But more than anything, he's been a friend. He's been there for me since day one. As a child- I adored him, as an adolecent- I hated him, as a man- I respect him. No matter what I did, he forgave me. But he's always wanted me to learn the lessons that life has taught me. He never sets me up for failure. He always points me in the right direction to advance and move forward in life. He is that calm, quiet, thinker type. Anyone can pick a hero like Chavez or Zapata... me? Chale... Mi jefito marched with Chavez & mi abuelo fought with Zapata... But what my jefito made sure I'd learn, is why they did what they did. How they wanted to help our people. Anyone can chose a famous person, but my father taught me who they truly were that made the famous to begin with.
En Mexico in June of 07', mi jefito dedicated this song to me. It hits hard... I love you pops!
Lalo Mora
El hombre que mas te amo
This song right here is for my mom...
