jerus

uhhm im a simple person with a simple dreams!!!!! *Who am I?*I am a fun-loving guywho lives fast and in the moment. I am not afraid to do much...but I also dont compromise my morals and standards for anyone but myself. I am daring and I love a challenge. I love to laugh and to make others laugh as well. You can find me hanging out with my friends and experiencing new things that wont kill me. My relationship with God is the most important thing to me. I've been to Sierra Leone, West Africa. Lived there for 2 1/2 months. It was amazing. I wish I was still there sometimes and that it wasnt on the other side of the world. I fell in love the with orphans I lived with...all 87 of them. They have brought so much joy to my life....especially in a time that I needed it. I have learned so much just by watching them daily. I will always remember waking up at 6 a.m. to 87 sweet innocent voices singing praises to Jesus. WOW. Right now I am figuring my life out here...where I am at....21 years old. Made my mistakes and learned my lessons. Putting into practice the wisdom I have aquired over the years. Taking advice, bending and stretching my will as far as I can go. I'm changing who I am everyday to be a better reflection of Christ for those that are around me and for those I will meet...and for those I involuntarily will influence. I am learing guitar and I have already wrote 4 songs. I am inspired by my relationship with others and Christ...usually when I looked deep inside myself and see what is really there. I am also inspired by other artists. There are plenty of them to list so I wont.I am mostly inspired at my accomplishments and the way that I have grown through so many mistakes that I have made, relationships I have been in, friendships I have made, and through the pain of life and my consqeunces. I look back an amaze myself with where I have come from and who I was. Through all that I have been through thus far in my life....I am encouraged by what I have learned and have grown through. These experiences make me who I am today and I wouldnt trade them for anything....no matter how much my heart has been shattered....I will always treasure my memories and walk with confidence because...."I've been there and I know how it feels." My experinces are the only thing that have made me sound as true as this is to who I am. I can't help loving people...even if they do hurt me. I believe in forgiveness and compassion. I believe in restoration and working things out. I have lost too many friends because of my foolish pride and I truly miss them. At least they will know one day how much I truly love them...no matter what the circumstances. Compassion: Compassion is your prime instinct. You have a truly beautiful soul, it belongs to Heaven. It makes you sad to see how life became so cruel, but you always hope that the best will happen. Don't stop being yourself, cuz your friends need you. *Thats who I am!!!*