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NOT a cheater!!!

About Me

My compassion is broken now. My will is eroded, and my desire stolen and it makes me feel ugly. I'm on my knees and burning. My piss and moans are the fuel that set my head on fire. So smell my soul burning. I'm broken, looking up to see the enemy. I have swallowed the poison you feed me ...but I survive on it ,and it leaves me guilt fed, hatred fed, weakness fed..,and I feel ugly, and dead inside. Shit adds up at the bottom. You've left me no choice but to go inside and rebuild what's broken. Too much , too far, too late to lie down now. I must arm myself to fight you by making weapons out of my imperfections. It's all I have left. There's no other choice. I'm shameless, nameless, nothing, and noone now. But my soul must be iron for my fear is naked. I'm naked and fearless. But I'm dead inside. You see.. shit adds up, now I'm dead inside. Hatred, weakness, and guilt keep me alive at the bottom. .. Pantera - This Love
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Add to My Profile | More Videos "I am the scratch on the top of your mouth that would heal if only you could stop tonguing it, but you can't..."I'm just a regular joe. With a regular job. I'm your average white. Suburbanite slob. I like football, and porno, and books about war. I've got an average house. With a nice hardwood floor. My wife, and my job. My kids, and my car. My feet on my table and a Cuban cigar. But sometimes that just ain't enough to keep a man like me interested. No, I gotta go out and have fun at someone else's expense. I drive really slow in the ultra-fast lane while people behind me are going insane. I use public toilets and I piss on the seat. I walk around in the summer time sayin', "How about this heat?". Sometimes I park in the handicapped spaces while handicapped people make handicapped faces. Maybe I shouldn't be singin' this song. Ranting and raving and carrying on. Maybe they're right when they tell me I'm wrong... You know what I'm gonna do? I'm gonna get myself a 1967 Cadilac El Dorado Convertable Hot pink!.. With whale skin hub caps and all leather cow interior and big brown baby seal eyes for headlights-YEAH! And I'm gonna drive around in that baby at 115 miles per hour getting one mile per gallon... sucking down Quarter Pounder cheeseburgers from McDonalds in the old-fashioned non-biodegradable Styrofoam containers... and when I'm done sucking down those grease-ball burgers I'm gonna wipe my mouth with the American flag... And then I'm gonna toss the Styrofoam containers right out the side and there ain't a Goddamn thing anybody can do about it. You know why? 'Cause we got the bombs, that's why! Two words: Nuclear Fuckin' Weapons Okay!? Russia, Germany, Romania... They can have all the Democracy they want. They can have a big Democracy cake walk. Right through the middle of Tienemen Square and it won't make a lick of difference because we got the bombs.Okay!? John Wayne's not dead...He's frozen! And as soon as we find a cure for cancer We're gonna thaw out "The Duke" And he's gonna be pretty pissed off. You know why? Have you ever taken a cold shower? Well, multiply that by 15 million times That's how pissed off "The Duke's" gonna be... I'm gonna get "The Duke"... And John Cassavetes...And Lee Marvin... And Sam Peckinpah ...And a case of whiskey...And drive down to Texas... And- You know, the whole time I thought I was that asshole And it turns out it was him A - SS - HO - LE! I'm an asshole and proud of it.

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My Interests

I'll tell you in another life; when we are both cats. "We're Walking a path chosen. From the cradle till the caskets lowered..."

I'd like to meet:

I'll put a little sour in your sweet...

Television:

Pea Tear Griffin

Books:

...zzz
You Are Lightning
Beautiful yet dangerous
People will stop and watch you when you appear
Even though you're capable of random violence

You are best known for: your power

Your dominant state: performing What Type of Weather Are You?

Heroes:

"Even in my dreams I know Im a fool who knows he's about to wake up to reality"

My Blog

It doesn’t matter...

Sittin in traffic another day of feeling nothingTrying to find something I guess it's back to huffin'Paint and model glue oh how I die when I lookAt you smilin' lovin' life and all I know is blueRainy...
Posted by NOT a cheater!!! on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 08:54:00 PST

Rocket...

Omarion - Ice Box Add to My Profile | More VideosColdplay-The Scientist Add to My Profile | More Videos...
Posted by NOT a cheater!!! on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 03:18:00 PST

Im a coyote

Which "coyote" are you, from Coyote Ugly? RachelCongratulations! You are Rachel. You're a pretty girl, but also a bitch. You take pleasure in beating up people who piss you off. But once people get to...
Posted by NOT a cheater!!! on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 07:34:00 PST

for the blood of the saints... repent

"Minds slippin, gotta focus, but you think I was in and out when I wrote this. Commin' from a race of people thats hopeless, copeless. Things seem like they never can change man. Like the night pain c...
Posted by NOT a cheater!!! on Mon, 05 Dec 2005 12:49:00 PST

Love and hate....or hate before love?

Here's a little bit more... I hate drama. I hate mindless chatter and small talk. I HATE SCRABBLE. I hate when people pull the white sleeve out of my packs of gum. I hate shaddy people. I hate when pe...
Posted by NOT a cheater!!! on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 03:49:00 PST

One

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Posted by NOT a cheater!!! on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 10:24:00 PST

Otherside

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Posted by NOT a cheater!!! on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 10:17:00 PST

BlueBeard -by Gwen Strauss

Come, love, and show me the small key to my turret-chamber. Yesterday, in a far off place, I heard a door scrape a threshold and the cold clank of metal on stone. Today, I am returned. And wha...
Posted by NOT a cheater!!! on Fri, 10 Feb 2006 09:58:00 PST